June 2001 would be the real start of the "affair" and it literally lasted for June. That's it... he got really distant afterwards and became a complete drug addict. We had a tiny re-ignition here and then he disappeared to France alone to "sort himself out" and now, he's back. And FUCK ME! He really is back!! :D
i am quite the little bitch, but i do so get sickeningly jealous when i read your stuff, and not just because of how good it is, either... i dunno who they are, this someone but my god i hate them right now! haha!
You look like you again and My heart swells with relief Not that you knew I was worried Or noticed
I missed you Stupid as it sounds You were never around that much anyway
it might just be that i'm feeling especially fragile today, but i was broken by the above and there was no recovering thereafter, clever, that the pace of the heartbreak is steadily more after that point. i was literally aching. it's about so much at once, for me. love and loss and longing and all three together are simply devestating.
i've re-read it several times, to myself, aloud... i knew i'd fall in love with this the second you mentioned it. i've been looking for something to love lately, don't know what made me so sure this was it.
Flushed cheeks and hot breath and sweat Running down your stomach as you moved against mei got a crystal clear
( ... )
...I don't know where to start... except to say I love it when you get jealous!! I never mean it to happen but when it does, I feel very very loved!! *squish*
I am so far beyond pleased that you enjoyed this poem so much. I kinda half wrote it on the bus coming home from "the meeting" and it was just so... needed, I guess. I don't think I will ever be over him in any real tangible sense... he's one of those guys... Meh... Refuse to talk about it. May babble later on in letter form.
I honestly don't know what to say - I feel really proud that you love it so much AND that you memoried it AND that you identified so strongly with it - just goes to prove that me and you are the same person only not!! ;)
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I love this piece. Very chilling. I especially like:
You glance away from me, mumbling
God, you’re beautiful
I can just sort of picture it, ya know?
Nice going, babe :)
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Yeah... somebody is back from France and he is looking particularly well for having a six month break... *ahem*
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June 2001 would be the real start of the "affair" and it literally lasted for June. That's it... he got really distant afterwards and became a complete drug addict. We had a tiny re-ignition here and then he disappeared to France alone to "sort himself out" and now, he's back.
And FUCK ME! He really is back!! :D
I think that's the short version! ;)
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i dunno who they are, this someone but my god i hate them right now! haha!
You look like you again and
My heart swells with relief
Not that you knew I was worried
Or noticed
I missed you
Stupid as it sounds
You were never around that much anyway
it might just be that i'm feeling especially fragile today, but i was broken by the above and there was no recovering thereafter, clever, that the pace of the heartbreak is steadily more after that point. i was literally aching.
it's about so much at once, for me. love and loss and longing and all three together are simply devestating.
i've re-read it several times, to myself, aloud... i knew i'd fall in love with this the second you mentioned it. i've been looking for something to love lately, don't know what made me so sure this was it.
Flushed cheeks and hot breath and sweat
Running down your stomach as you moved against mei got a crystal clear ( ... )
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I am so far beyond pleased that you enjoyed this poem so much. I kinda half wrote it on the bus coming home from "the meeting" and it was just so... needed, I guess. I don't think I will ever be over him in any real tangible sense... he's one of those guys...
Meh... Refuse to talk about it. May babble later on in letter form.
I honestly don't know what to say - I feel really proud that you love it so much AND that you memoried it AND that you identified so strongly with it - just goes to prove that me and you are the same person only not!! ;)
And stop making me blush... :p
ILY always ♥ xxx
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