I've been home in California for 3 hours and 24 minutes and I'm already home alone. I'm already upset because of my feelings for some stupid fucking. I'm gettiing right back into the groove of things.

Here's a conversation Zachariah and I had about Jordan:

"Yeah...I talked to him on the phone for two hours last night about his faith. He's so ( Read more... )

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sam is really good at making me feel like shit.
thanks man

what I love about winter, despite looking incredibly cute in berets, is the steam that anything warm releases. As the dryer tumbles my brother's OG clothing, it's letting great clouds of steam flow out of the garage in front of the front door window, clouding it up some. I smile, thinking of how walking through the fog makes me feel invisible and ( Read more... )

--everything from Hardcore Dior

--the long dark haired newest male model of Dior Homme's latest campaign

--everything from D&G

--everything from Prada

okay. thanks.

postscript: I know I'm vegetarian and that some of Dior's clothing is leather, but his cloth clothing is just as fantastically droolworthy! I care mainly about D&G, anyway!

we're young. we want to get away. away from what, I don't know. We've got it good here, too. No struggle, no strife, no real reason to sit back in our bed and feel overwhelmed. We create it for ourselves, a reason to feel absolutely hopless because hopelessness creates a sense of...I don't know, but it creates something. Pandora closed the box in ( Read more... )

so, my parents are making the house bigger. expanding it on the sides not on the top. I am worried it will look too cramped, but I will get to paint my room any color I want [suuure], just like I was supposed to have a balcony over the garage. That was too expensive, but I am absolutely gone over having a larger room. Maybe I can convince my ( Read more... )

what happened to the integrity of movies? was there ever any creativity put into a script? I guess it's becoming more and more obvious with each new film that the studios are just feeding off of what is popular and doing what they can to earn money.
"You Got Served"?
for fuck's sake....

I sat in the park, swinging back and forth on the worn down swing set. Closing my eyes to hear the wind flow past, and around me, I smiled and remembered how the boy with the bad teeth would whisper words of love into my ear under these same blue cloudless California skies. I believed those words then because they made me feel worthy of feeling ( Read more... )

i'm a little girl ( Read more... )