Feb 23, 2010 15:20
I am going to be BETTER, god dammit. Better at all the things I've stopped being good at or want to be good at for once. It's long past time for a fresh start. This shit is not beyond me. I can totally do this.
I CAN AND WILL BE A BETTER SONIA. Starting right the fuck now.
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It is true that this shit is VERY easy to abuse. But when used moderately and intelligently, it actually helps quite a lot. I really do kind of know what I'm doing, love.
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I never said you were abusing it and I stand by my statement that it is not helping. While you are lounging around and smoking, you could be out making yourself a better Sonia (like you said you wanted to do) as well as save money by not smoking.
I am not arguing that weed is a bad thing. I don't deny that weed can be inspirational, but I do believe that you don't need it to be creative.
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The thing is, the vast majority of the time I AM "out making myself a better Sonia" - whether it's by working my ass off, getting some exercise, going to auditions, or spending time with people I love. But once all these things are accomplished, I find it's actually conducive to one's betterness to lay about and smoke of an evening, because (A) it's relaxing on multiple levels and (B) it helps you sleep realllll good. A big fat rest and a good sleep following a hard day's work can be a way of taking good care of yourself - provided, again, that you're being smart about it. Like I said, moderation is key. I never smoke until the day is done and I've gotten some shit accomplished. Otherwise, you'd be right - it'd be hurting rather than helping ( ... )
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