i don't even know how to write that fucking word. i hate doing stuff for school. i have to book reviews for tomorrow and i just don't find the strenght.. i just want to get out of my misery. no, i don't want to die but just wanna sleep.. music today is from mtv and it's lenny crawitz live. i'm so tired. well, good night.

sorry, that i haven't writen in a while... i've been busy. so my life is just fine and i'm very bored all the time... i have grown since last time alot... spiritually i mean... i'm at school now... goooood i hate it so much.

in school and bored.tero if you are reading this please send me your email addres so i can sent you mail...thank you.my addres: reeta@myself.com

i just printed some pictures of curt kobain...i just love him...but doesn't...i love their music...and image...he is so good looking...sellanen lutunen...life is smiling at me finally...

i love winter and snow but sometimes i just really miss the summer...you can get drunk all the time and you can sleep and it's so warm and bright...and all the festivals, imiss them so much...but it's only a few months away...thank god...

oh my god,how boring...i have nothing to do...i have been drinking the whole weekend...a big headache...just kill me...

jees..nothing happens...and that's the way it is and is going to be...on starry nights when the moon is on it's last quartor, a bequliar(?)kind of magic seems to fill he air...i don't remember it very well anymore...i love to sleep, i love to dream...i'm truly happy only when i'm sleeping...it's sad...but it hasen't always been like this...there ( Read more... )

jep jep...i hate writing in english...so...nothing happens in my life right now...tero:en ollut sillon viel