Why do I even bother when I already know what will happen? I will only end up in tears but I still go on...Why do I let myself get hurt?

<3Chelsey

Ahha Today was a very nice pleasent day...ummm nothing really happened but I will tell yall a lil sumthin sumthin...IM TALKING TO ANDREW JACOB AGAIN :-D which im very happy about causet that noy completes me and thats that..lol.. well im talking to that sexy man again and im really happy because we were in a BIG fight but I dont think we are ( Read more... )

Fa La La La im in lala land~!

Im writing in here cause my man squeeze DuStIn a.k.a wanted to comment in my hott journal so i figure hey lets let him comment to something good.....Alright i have been talking to this hott kid named Dustin fer a week and its pretty AWSOME!!!! that kid is kicken!!! And lets see yesterday i went to billibobs wasnt as great as i planned but i did ( Read more... )

Im done being someone im not! Im done with always caring about stuff that really I dont care about. Im done with yelling when I dont need to. Im done with loosing freinds that I dont want to lose. Im done with always being mean. But really im done with being like i am right now cause right now im someone that im not and I dont like who I am right ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to billibobs and had an amazing time~! It was If I do say so myself AWSOME~! I played alotta pool and got bet alotta times(not really)And then today I got online and started to talk to Jodi and she is the most amazing girl that I have ever talked to...I mean I only talked to her fer a little bit but she is so much like me and I am ( Read more... )

This is all an act and my act is over ( Read more... )

im in school in keyboarding writing this!!!!i never new i could get to this site from here!!Its amazing!!So far day is good i guess~!i will write more later!!:)

<3 chelsey

Looking at my life all I see is pain and ya kno that really sucks cause you are suppose to live you life ya kno"Live it up" but the thing is its hard for me to live my life"up" if there is so many things holding me down>>>But then I look again and see how many great friends I have and I kno there arent many reasons for me to live but one of them ( Read more... )

If people are always saying that you should go find yer happiness and stick with it when you are mad er sad er lonely...then what happens when u found yer happiness and you tryed to stick with it and it tells you to "fuck off"? Cause today it happened to me and it hurt...Does that mean that was not my happy place to begin with?? I think so>>>and ( Read more... )