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[poison_lipstick]

Saffron finally had her own place, and she was damn happy about it. She'd gotten along fine with Daisy, but living in the compound with its lack of privacy had gotten to her and finally she'd requested a hut be built. The building crew was fast, which she appreciated, and that morning she'd moved into her new hut south of the compound

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[iwakeup]

Okay, so I'm staring at her ass. It's not exactly my fault. Sometimes, I zone in and out. And Helen's got a pretty good ass.

Helen. I'm getting used to calling her Helen, which is sort of dumb because I never stopped calling her Helen, but it's different, now. I don't know. I don't know a lot of the time. Ruth's been trying to get me to swim, and I'm wearing these purple shorts, and I'm trying to get used to the fact that my scars are showing.

It's not like I can do anything about them, anyway.

[iwakeup]

My hand skims over her ass, pulling our hips close for a split second.

"Wouldn't be complaining, Helen."

[poison_lipstick]

"I didn't think you would," she replied, rising up to kiss him. She glanced over at Serenity. They weren't all that close to it, but they were still close enough that she didn't want to leave her gun up on the beach while she went swimming.

Turning back to Chris, she said, "In that case, why don't we go to a part of the beach that's a little more...private?"

[iwakeup]

I nod. Hell, I'm pretty happy to go wherever Helen wants me to go, especially if she's gonna be naked.

"Okay," I tell her. "Let's go."

[poison_lipstick]

She spared one last glance back at Serenity as she took Chris' hand and started off towards the western side of the island, where it was less populated. She knew she needed to tell him about the ship, and its significance, but unless he asked about it, it could wait.

Once they were far enough down the beach, her ex's ship far away and not within sight, Saffron gave Chris' hand a squeeze before letting go. "This looks like a good spot," she said, not seeing anyone nearby, and started stripping.

[iwakeup]

I guess I spend a lot of time staring at Helen. I remember my mom telling me that staring was rude when I was a kid. I remember that, but I don't think Helen minds, somehow. I think it's okay.

I drop my towel on the sand.
I guess I can stay in my swimshorts.

[poison_lipstick]

Saffron never minded the staring, especially not from Chris. She arranged her clothes in a neat pile on the sand, far from the water's reach, with her gun hidden underneath.

She went to stand pressed against him, one hand resting lightly at his waist. "Looks like you have me at a disadvantage again, honey," she said softly, before throwing him a wink and heading out at a leisurely pace into the ocean.

[iwakeup]

She's so gorgeous and, when she presses up against me, for a second, I can't breathe, not really. She feels so good.

And maybe I sort of like it when she's at a disadvantage. Usually it's me, but it's not like I know.

I shrug, and follow her down into the water.

[poison_lipstick]

The water was nice and warm and felt wonderful on her bare skin, and she waded out until it was up to her shoulders, which wasn't terrible far. "This feels nice," she said, turning back around to face the beach and Chris.

[iwakeup]

"Looks pretty good, too..."

I wade into the water after her, and it feels amazing, not too cold. I suddenly have the clearest memory of jumping into mom and dad's pool, the shock of the cold, the moment when I couldn't catch my breath.

[poison_lipstick]

She tilted back and dipped her hair underwater, slicking it back when she came up again, the tops of her breasts just visible above the waterline. "C'mere," she said softly, crooking her finger in a 'come hither' motion.

[iwakeup]

"Jesus, Helen. You're going to make me fuck you right here."

That's one of those things that I'm thinking but I'm not supposed to say, but I figure Helen knew that already, so it's okay.

[poison_lipstick]

"That's the notion," she replied, wrapping her arms around his waist and pulling him to her with a devious smile.

[iwakeup]

I can't say anything while I'm kissing her, and i don't want to stop, so I just kiss her, mouth pressed hard against hers, her body pulled tight against mine, breasts against my chest.

Christ, sometimes, I think she feels better than anyone else I've ever met.

[poison_lipstick]

Not for the first time, Saffron felt something stirring deep inside her when Chris kissed her, a part of her awakening she hadn't accessed in a long, long time. She wasn't sure what to do with that yet - wasn't sure she wanted to do anything with it yet - and so she simply focused on kissing him back fiercely, the warm water of the ocean around them gently ebbing and flowing.

[iwakeup]

My hands slide lower, almost without me telling them, cupping her ass, pulling her hips tight against mine. At least there's one thing that still works right after that goddamn accident.

She's beautiful, so beautiful, and there's no way I deserve this, not after Kelly and the fireflies. Not after what I did.