well, how are you now?

[the_ambulancia]

i've got do something. i need some escape, desperately. a little postmodern escapism, if you will. i just spent half an hour screaming in my apartment and pacing around yelling and flipping out because i was convinced that a song had disappeared on a cd that i knew it was on. thirty minutes of believing that this song left me, that this songs

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[justonegirl]

i have been in the library all day trying to run away from myself because its so so so quiet in here. so quiet that you're afraid to even think loud thoughts in fear of people hearing. anyway, i read the title of some book and thought of you:
if you drink coffee all day, you'll turn black.
things aren't the same with us and they just might never be.
shit. i think that thought was too loud.

[the_ambulancia]

how can you say that? things have never been the same with us.
and of course they never will be.
but at this point, i've realized that there is nothing you can do to ever make you anything less than one of the most important people in my life.
even when you're not in it on a day to day basis.
soulmates, right?
brandon.

eecummings

[xthisispassionx]

she being Brand

-new;and you
know consequently a
little stiff i was
careful of her and(having

thoroughly oiled the universal
joint tested my gas felt of
her radiator made sure her springs were O.

K.)i went right to it flooded-the-carburetor cranked her

up,slipped the
clutch(and then somehow got into reverse she
kicked what
the hell)next
minute i was back in neutral tried and

again slo-wly;bare,ly nudg. ing(my

lev-er Right-
oh and her gears being in
A 1 shape passed
from low through
second-in-to-high like
greasedlightning)just as we turned the corner of Divinity

avenue i touched the accelerator and give

her the juice,good

(it

was the first ride and believe i we was
happy to see how nice she acted right up to
the last minute coming back down by the Public
Gardens i slammed on

the
internalexpanding
&
externalcontracting
brakes Bothatonce and

brought allofher tremB
-ling
to a:dead.

stand-
;Still)

.[sara].