hating you

[thatsthe_one]

there really is no way to sum up how ive been feeling lately. the only words i can think of are words like insatiable and torpid, and other "big" words i would never normally use. there is no point to anything anymore, and no reason to bother doing anything at all. i have no goals, i have no dreams, i have no ambitions. i have no meaning. there is

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We're on the same boat, Nicoley.

[x_reverie_x]

I know how you feel. I hate everyone. I hate myself. I hate how I feel. I hate how I don't feel. I feel insatiable, unsatisfied. I'm not content; not complacent. I'm just sad and lonely, and hating everyone for reasons that are my fault.

But you are meaningful. And useful. And one of my life long bestfriends. You're a person who I won't forget Nicole, you've added so much to my life, and as miniscule as this comment is, you've meant so much more to me. I love you and I hope things get better for you because you deserve it. I love you and I wanna hang out soon. Feel better.

Re: We're on the same boat, Nicoley.

[thatsthe_one]

quinn, there is nothing i can say to you other than how much i love you. truly you are one of the only people that has ever understood me and i dont know what kind of person i would have turned out to be if you hadn't been there for me through my adolescence. i miss you so much, and i miss us knowing everything about eachother. but i love how even though we hardly ever hang out we can still talk about whats going on in our lives and understand eachother without knowing details. i love you, i miss you, please let's talk.

sorry...

[qpidstrick]

that's a yucky feeling nicole, I've been there. Sorry you're feeling like this.

♥
Michelle