Anyways I listened to the soundtrack of my hachtara (school play) and in the fanalie song, wich is the song of the grade, it finally hit me full blast. I'M FINISHED WITH HIGH SCHOOL!
It hit me at our Mesibat Siyum (which was actually the night before Pesach vacation started because we weren't at school apart from bagruyot after that). Or maybe it was a couple of nights later. I was singing our grade's song, and it hit me that it was over. Actually, thinking about it, it might have been after the final exam... I think I was sitting in my room looking at the words of the song, and I realised it and started crying... :(
This summer has a strange, almost final kind of feel for a lot of peolpe. I've experienced it as well. I'm not going to be done with school for another two years, but it hit me when I was visiting a friend: "I'm done with the German system and never going back."
You see, I've spent all my life in the German school system and have always wanted out of it. Now I finally had the chance. And I grabbed it, naturally. The whole world is spinning towards oblivious at an incredibly fast pace this year, it means so much change . . . I'm surprised it hasn't knocked any of us out yet.
Hope that feeling of awe doesn't turn into shock and, lastly, fear.
actually, I'm kinda shoched with myself. I WAS expecting the awe to turn into shock. but it didn't, I almost didn't even think about it. I stangley feel complete. you'r done with the german school system? how? Menucha
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*is very proud of Menucha for paying attention to her journal without me terrorizing her*
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It hit me at our Mesibat Siyum (which was actually the night before Pesach vacation started because we weren't at school apart from bagruyot after that). Or maybe it was a couple of nights later. I was singing our grade's song, and it hit me that it was over.
Actually, thinking about it, it might have been after the final exam... I think I was sitting in my room looking at the words of the song, and I realised it and started crying... :(
It's a good time though...
and Congratulations on graduating!!!
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You see, I've spent all my life in the German school system and have always wanted out of it. Now I finally had the chance. And I grabbed it, naturally. The whole world is spinning towards oblivious at an incredibly fast pace this year, it means so much change . . . I'm surprised it hasn't knocked any of us out yet.
Hope that feeling of awe doesn't turn into shock and, lastly, fear.
Dani
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you'r done with the german school system? how?
Menucha
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