so. its been like a couple days. Friday, went to WIRED with presli kaylee britni and becca. that was cool. sincerely yours last show. and saw new action hero (Chris Altoni's band). then went back to britni and preslis house.. didnt do much after that. Saturday.. we sat around all day then.. when Jenna and Austin finally called we went to a party ( Read more... )

She walks in beauty like the night ( Read more... )

i hate this shit. this is all fucking bullshit. i HATE this. i HATE it all. i need some serious counseloring.

its been a while i guess. about a week or so. a lot has gone on this weekend. spent the weekend with presli. friday started out good.. but then something happened that i wont forget. and neither will he. i fucked up so bad. and nothing can take it back. the worst part is.. i dont even remember it. but anyways. saturday.. went to the mall with ( Read more... )

yeah so this day has been shitty. i woke up and felt like shit. my neck hurt. my back hurt. my throat hurt. my stomach hurt and my head hurt. they all still do. but my motivation to go to school today was because it is wednesday. but that didnt work out. i feel like everytime he gets little things back and his parents start to trust him more.. i ( Read more... )

so.. this 4 day weekend ( Read more... )

yeah. so because of everything thats been going on.. i've lost a best friend.. lost a close relationship with my mom and sister. i cant see the person i love the most until all this blows over (in like.. a month minimum.) and my stepbrother thinks im an asshole. not that we had a close brother-sister relationship anyways.. but this doesnt help us ( Read more... )

so this past month has been about the shittiest month for a lot of people. me and cory. presli and wyatt. rachel. mia and shaun. this is all fucked up. the worst possible thing happened to me. and im not talking about my mom yelling at me. im talking about her finding out about something i would have NEVER told her. even when im 30 years old. i ( Read more... )

i saw cory today. made me happy. except for what we had to do.. but im glad hes so understanding about it. and i am just glad that hes not like most asshole guys. bought a CD today. its badass. i just need the first one.. then i'll have all the 'a perfect circle' CDs.

so this spring break sucked about as much ass a possible. this whole thing fucked up my spring break.. and to come home and have someone tell me something about a certain someone that i care ALOT about.. that doesnt really help. at all.

i still love him.
but i doubt he still
feels the same way.