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so i haven't been to schoool in almost two weeks now, the cause of this of course being my mother's passing. i tried though today, for my dad, because i really just want to do what i can to make sure he's happy now. of course though, as i'm drying off in the shower, it hits me, bad, worse than it has yet, and i began to bawl out loud. i couldn't ( Read more... )

you evil son of a bitch, everytime i think i solve you, you just change your form and come back at me in some different way.

laugh it up now, because you know everytime i end up figuring shit out, and then you just have to start all over again.

fag.

heeeeee's back!!!
and crazier than ever.

i hate algebra!
i hate it times a million!
whether i'm an english teacher, a drug counselor, or a musician, i am not going to need to know how to find the solution to a set of linear equations.
especially not 40 times a night!

fuck the detached nonsense, i cleared my mind of everything negative tonight. thank you!

i sure do love the way i'm getting stupider the older i get ( Read more... )

i totally was a make-out bandit last night.

so i must say, things lately have been looking up. more-so than they have in a quite a while. bonds with friends are tightening. i've totally got rid of all negative influences, i'm not smoking pot and getting along just fine, my family and i are getting along, and i almost feel like i'm discovering what my purpose is here in life ( Read more... )

a lot has happened since the last time i actually wrote and entry in here so i'm going to try and sum it all up in short ( Read more... )