Comments | thankbenjamin: I'm finally doing this

thankbenjamin

I'm finally doing this

Jan 07, 2004 15:37

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others whom you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say ( Read more... )

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juggalo_st0ner July 7 2004, 18:40:19 UTC

Ive screwed up so many times... she told me she didnt love me anymore. so many problems. All i want is to be with her.. to love her and care about her. but be loved and cared about back.Im sorry for alot of things. the drugs. the sadness. everything. im sorry. I want to be there for you. im sorry i wasnt there for you when you needed me most. Ceci. thank you for letting me get this out even if you dislike me because of how she acts now. Im sorry to you. and everyone else who ive screwed up with. it didnt let me post anonymous. so ill just post under my name.

thankbenjamin July 7 2004, 22:48:27 UTC

She says she planning on starting up on the drugs again when she gets off of probation, even though she promised me she would stay clean. I don't think it was all your doing, but I know that a good part of it was. I don't know what to do about her, but you had better clean up yourself, because I've already lost enough people to that shit.

juggalo_st0ner July 8 2004, 09:27:21 UTC

yes thats what she told me too... although she says if i do them shes gonna intentionally fail a dt and say jon gave me the shit. (or something around that.) but yeah. ive been trying to stop. ive been successful for a while. pretty much havnet touched pot since 4:20:04 but they are right when they say pot most often leads to other drugs. im a perfect example with that :( i see what it does to me.. its messed up a few of my friendships with people because they didnt want me to get messed up with drugs and i did. so im trying to stay clean. and for the most part ive cut down alot on my drug use.

f_a_o July 7 2004, 20:11:32 UTC

you dotn realixhow much yoove someone until you know that they might be gone from this world.

ninfreak532 July 7 2004, 20:24:26 UTC

I am part of that very small percentage that hasn't and will never touch pot

sublime54046 July 7 2004, 22:43:45 UTC

lol it has to be a public entry for kids to be able to post anonymously.

but anyway....

fourphotos.

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thankbenjamin July 7 2004, 22:44:42 UTC

Ha well what the fuck, must edit that then.

____vulnerable July 8 2004, 16:44:26 UTC