[COMES HOME AFTER HIS DATE AND CALLS DEAN, AFTER THE CONVERSATION THE BATHROOM LOOKS LIKE THIS:]


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LEAVES THIS:


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WE ARE HOME AND NOW I'M GOING TO TAKE THE NAP OF THE CENTURY.

LUCIFER HATES ME.

I ALWAYS FUCK SHIT LIKE THIS UP. I WASN'T TRYING TO HARM HIM, I WASN'T TRYING TO HURT HIM, I WASN'T TRYING TO DO ANYTHING WRONG.

AND SOME HOW I FUCKED IT UP.

SUCH IS MY LIFE.

SAM WINCHESTER WHY DO YOU EXIST AGAIN?

PS. COMING HOME TOMORROW TO FIX EVERYTHING THAT I BROKE.

TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY.

I CAN'T WAIT BUT A LARGE PART OF ME IS REALLY NERVOUS. I HOPE IT GOES WELL, AND THAT JESS IS HAPPY.

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I THINK I STILL HAVE A LOT TO DO ANGER MANAGEMENT WISE. I'M JUST ANGRY AT EVERYTHING STILL AND EVEN THOUGH I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND PEACE WITHIN MYSELF WHEN I FELL ( Read more... )

So I'm taking her to the hospital.

Maggie if you are reading this we need to talk.