the faster we're fallin
we're stoppin and stallin
we're running in circles again

just as things were lookin up you said it wasn't good enough
yet still we're tryin one more time

please don't lose me.

please don't lose yourself.

you are beautiful and wonderful. you are funny and soft.
you are someone else and i miss you

now.

now that you're gone.
i pray you won't lose me.

but that's too late.

just don't...

lose yourself.

i am a sex and the city junkie.

zero is dead.

i don't want to talk about it.

All right kids. I'm in Bangkok, Thailand. Currently I'm in a hair studio using their internet access because it's incredibly expensive at the hotel. Anyway. Thailand is fuckin amazing. We were scheduled to leave tomorrow morning, but we've rearranged to leave Friday. Incidentally it's 5:10 here and I think it must be something like 4:10 am in ( Read more... )

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As I go on I realize which of my friends I somewhat hate, and the others who I just like being around, and the ones that I can't live without. My true circle of friends is very small. I am not a social butterfly. And I couldn't care less.

Here I am in the Philippines.

Miss me yet?

Hey kids, I'm about to pack up this baby and stick in a bag before I hop a plane and ditch this shithole, so I'll see you, kiddies. One month without magical me... haha, I hope you survive.

Watching Donnie Darko.

Wednesday I will be leaving the country.

And for anyone who still doesn't know: I've cut off all my hair.

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