I only saw someone really explode once. This is someone who I'm convinced is going to keel over from a heart attack one day due to all that repressed anger, confusion, bitter disappointment...it sometimes just hurts to be around that person because I just feel their pent-up feelings in the air when they're there with me. And that time they exploded, it was like a destruction switch had been turned on and anything in their path needed to be annihilated.
I sometimes get to the stage of throwing stuff around, kicking stuff, maybe the occasional scream, but it's pretty rare. Usually there is just snappiness and much glaring. I think I've seriously blown up at people a couple of times, but it was a lifetime ago.
I get pissed off with my students, but I'd never say they were in any danger around me. They drive me nuts but they've never angered me. Some of their ignorance angers me, but I have been ignorant about issues in the past and still am about others now, so I use that perspective to calm me down.
Well I can see where you desire conflict. You're unlike Dad and Sue in the fact you desire conflict and don't see it lifted to the heights of passion. Where they can't seem to have a conflict where it isn't heartbreaking and soul wretching. *hug* While I understand where you are drawn to this card it concerns me. Love you lots.
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I sometimes get to the stage of throwing stuff around, kicking stuff, maybe the occasional scream, but it's pretty rare. Usually there is just snappiness and much glaring. I think I've seriously blown up at people a couple of times, but it was a lifetime ago.
I get pissed off with my students, but I'd never say they were in any danger around me. They drive me nuts but they've never angered me. Some of their ignorance angers me, but I have been ignorant about issues in the past and still am about others now, so I use that perspective to calm me down.
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