When I moved from the dirty ‘shwa I was shocked at significant lack of alternative folk. It seemed that the streets, clubs and classes were almost devoid of people who get hard-ons for horror movies, think that there’s nothing better than a good mosh-pit and get down right giddy over fetish play. For my first year here I was almost ( Read more... )

Rebirth into instinct

Taste decay, thick spit collects
tightly swallow it, and breathe in
burning flesh corroding nose hair.
Wiggle toes, twitch lips and try
he (it? I?) open (s) blistered eyes to
a forced survival.

Gritty extensions of dirty
limbs touch spongy wetness; guts
spill from their cage. The (my?) crusted
 fabric fragments ( Read more... )

Random things I learned the last few days ( Read more... )

Coil

Break in, to a world of
pride, open the door way to
 a new life. Breathe out side
wind the toy
store motion
sickness from this turn
me on top
lest you kiss me again.

Care fully understood
holding hands, outstretched
across your arms
demand, I love you 
under any
circumstances, change
break
away to get
a new
day
to day, leave
but do not go ( Read more... )

ohhhhh social work is suuuuper interesting cause people are super interesting...

reading about family myths

i think its fascinating how people (and families) will develop strong beliefs and hold on to them so tightly even when they are proven wrong and shown to be dysfunctional .. cause its so deeply embedded that they feel the need to protect it .. ( Read more... )

Diamonds and Coal- Incubus

If it’s good to complicate then both of us are doing fine
Just keep your eyes on your part and leave me alone to mine
If it’s good to instigate we’re a fast horse, bet on us
I’m not calling you an animal
I think we just fight too much

Come on, in spite of this we’re doing just fine
Even diamonds start as coal
Give us time to ( Read more... )

lines from 30 rock that left me giggling

" I dont want to talk about this"
" Listen to me "
"I'll give you 2 words"
"10"
"4 Final offer"
"I'll wait, not forever"
"I'll try, wicked hard"

LOL

as much as i try not to miss you i can't kid myself, i do

also, I found a caterpillar on the kitchen floor which caused me to exclaim " A CATERPILLAR!" and pick it up, talk to it n calm it down then put it in a safer place.. hehehe

ya know... I think I've become ballsier the last few months ... I like it .. go personal growth go

UGH
you know those days where you wake up all excited for something but then lil by lil it just turns into one of those -_-'  days?
that is today