Man. Lately my life has been going into a whirlpool of broken hopes and shattered dreams. So here's my schpiel. I have been backstabbed so many times in this past week that I would be surprised if someone came up to me and said they were sorry for doing something like that. Lemme just name off a few things for you guys ( Read more... )

Its like everything just keeps playing over and over again like a broken record. Its like, I think I've fallen for Madison...again. But then again I can't give in. I have had too many failed relationships in the past. I just don't know anymore. This is one fucked up life, but all I can really do is make the best of what I have.

If you've been keeping up with me then you know what this is all about If not you're in for something entirely new. So here's today's bitchblog ( Read more... )

The world has fucked me over since I was born. Every minute of every day of every year I have always been the one who's ben either left out or forced out. In case you phukerz don't know, here's my bitchlist ( Read more... )

There really isn't anthing I can do anymore

The cowboy has the looks
The dreamer has the suave
The depressive has the sway

But I have nothing
I had nothing

I will not stray from this any longer
I will fight for the top, or die trying

Another day spent wallowing in the recesses of knowledge...and at school. It really is amazing how well people can perform under pressure. Myself included. I got my portfolio ready for presentation for my interview with GS Photos on Thursday. I am so ready for it ( Read more... )

Today is like an oreo cookie. One good thing surrounded two other good things. Bad analogy I know, but thats all thats coming to mind right now ( Read more... )

I am now making private tutorial vids for freehand, string, and conjuring. Just let me know what you want to learn, and I'll make a vid for you.

I'm still working on BTB stringing moves, so dont ask for those.

My trebuhet rocked. Its so friggin' sweet. I was so excited to test it and finding out it really did work. Now I plan to go to Wal-Mart and buy a box of cheap supermarket quality paintballs and having fun on my street later ( Read more... )

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