Connections

Jan 09, 2005 22:25

Although I've always known I'm bisexual.. there have also been very few men I've ever been attracted to. I find attraction with women easily, but with men rarely. For a long time, I have had no opportunity to express that attraction even if I felt it ( Read more... )

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f_l_i_r_t January 9 2005, 22:45:56 UTC
As I continued to read this post my smile grew wider and wider, how gloriously wonderful for you all. To hear you say you are happy after all the shite you have been through over the past year really brings joy to me as well.

I adore both you and _ruine and just want peace, love and happiness for you both, I think it is your time.

It is amazing to find yourself, your core, to be able to share it with others without the background fear of rejection. I am so pleased that you were given this gift and let go enough to give the gift to them.

I am not sure I have much of interest for your friend, but he is always welcome in my little piece of cyber space. All the best to the three of you. *soft smile*

P.S. I might be heading up your way in a few months, would really love to meet up with you both for a cuppa if you are interested.

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goodghirl January 10 2005, 15:53:15 UTC
Im almost speechless and as You know that don't happen very often I can feel the energy from You the same energy I felt the night you and ruine met. I am so happy for You all and I hope and pray that the energy builds and expand's. You don't know how happy it made me to read this thankyou for sharing

*hugs*

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deepfire January 9 2005, 22:47:23 UTC
Oh, I'm SO glad to read this! I remember conversations we used to have about who we thought we were and what we thought we wanted...and I remember how much you wanted to explore that side of yourself. All I can say is YAY! Good for you, sweetie. I hope you continue to enjoy and explore :) *wiggles her fingers in a wave to P. and snuggles all around*

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lilpandoraa January 9 2005, 23:00:14 UTC
Now, it's not usual for guys to play to play together at this particular club. I think the organisers would like to consider it "pansexual", but in practice, it doesn't happen.

I couldn't agree with that more. As I just said in the subversion post it was really cool to see M play with J. I don't think I had realised it before but I haven't seen two men play together before. It was fantastic as they both have an amazing connection and it was an intense scene to watch. I feel really content that the people in my life, friends here and in Scotland that I am close to (or consider myself close to) are the type of people who are open, know who they are and can explore more than "accepted" things. (BTW - I include you and ruine_ in that in case you didn't realise!)

I am so happy that you sound happier from this experience and happy that you all connected and that you are loved by so many people :)

*hugs*
xoxo

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lownote January 9 2005, 23:07:11 UTC
I have the hugest grin on my face after reading that post :D

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elf_master January 10 2005, 00:49:20 UTC
wow... I'm all teary and yet all happy for you and well... wow.

It's wonderful you got to explore that side, and that you cleared up your energy space.

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