Im finally getting drunk tonight!!! shit! gunna have a girl only sleep over in the trailer I used to live in but now have band practice in. I'm so excited! I never get to see my friends, and I dont have to work until 4:30 tomorrow! :)


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I want/ need to get drunk. ASAP! i have deadlines left and right, to be here and there, im just going to take a day to tell everyone/ everything to FUCK OFF so i can get drunk off my ass and puke all day... It would be a sweet luxury

I feel lonely. I feel like my friends and family don't know me anymore. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. I mean who am I if I never do what I enjoy? who am I, an employee? a student? is that all I've become now? I spend all my time at work and school. All of my time is sold away whether its homework, volunteering With kids(which is required ( Read more... )

Let's all hold hands, pretend everything's ok
Ignore everything the Koncubines have to say
Go to the 4th of July parade
Country's "freedom"/ birth of "free" trade
If this is what you all think you see,
then take a minute to listen to me

(chorus)
We are all free
FREE to get to the top
FREE to betray and lie
FREE to listen to cops
Free, free to die

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Well concubines but i thought it would be cooler with a K. haha. Well im in a band (i play rhythm guitar and sing) with my bff brit (drums) and a cool chick named ashley(lead guitar)! we practiced once and already have 2 songs down! we are BAD ASS! Look towards the sky because Killer Koncubines will be there! hahahaha.

Roadkill.....
tires pound over and over like waves until matter is desolved like sand

Roadkill.....
Bone, Marrow, Flesh, and cement become one, then become a stain on the street

Roadkill.....
Guilt, day after day on your way to work you see the lifeless body

Roadkill...
Am I the only one that thinks of this?

hahaha im so retarted.

i shaved them off today.... i hope my bf can stand the sight of me without makeup... hahahaha but im blonde now so it doesnt look so wierd without. drawing them on is easier than i thought! i'll post pictures later for my 2 friends on this thing... hahaha thas you brittany! hahaha

FUCK IT!!!! IT SHOULD DIE!!!! bands are just mass producing shit now! im forced to listen to it at work and im gunna kill somebody. i kissed a girl is the worst song ever written. seriously

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i have 2.5 dumb ass hours between classes!!!! grrr. then i have to drive for my damn life when i get out to get to work on time!!!! oh well at least i have tomorrow off. its muh mans bday tomorrow. yay! so ya im so bored.