I've actually come to value anxiety and fear (though not enjoy the experience of them) - they let me know where my edges are - sometimes they're flags of the places I need to lean into more in my life.
as to perfect letters, perhaps i'll forward them to you one night... again, they are quite private and i'm positive she wouldn't want me to share them with anyone else... then again, SHE hasn't responded to them at all, and i'm rapidly approaching the point where i just don't care what she cares about anymore... but that could just be the bitterness talking there, so i'm going to keep working on this whole 'patience' thing for a while yet
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I've actually come to value anxiety and fear (though not enjoy the experience of them) - they let me know where my edges are - sometimes they're flags of the places I need to lean into more in my life.
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