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me and paul split up. I'm doing ok. thanks for the concern from all those who had it. I don't feel the need to get into the details and post for the world, but things are alright -
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I'm taking a break from writing my long-procrastinated thesis for a good cry. I have been immersed in talking about death and mourning and sufism and the soul and our inner light and god and life as death and death as life. I just added in a section about calvary [the hospital for dying patients in which I worked], and included all these very ( Read more... ) -
oh hey man
well it's been quite some time. a lot has happened in my life. it's quite different than the life of the man formerly known as teddy. well he's still named teddy, that's fo damn sho. the fact of the matter is, I don't even know where to begin. school is almost over, sadly I'm very very busy now, but life is generally good. i've made some major life ( Read more... ) -
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I found a forest green afghan my mom made me 4 years ago. it is the most comfy amazing thing ever. no lie. but now neither cat will move off of it for more than 3 minutes. foiled again ( Read more... ) -
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I have been sinking into a ever deepening depression since last night. I want to disappear. -
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well, it's been some time hasn't it ( Read more... ) -
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i can't breathe out of my right nostril. it can fucking die. i hate eet. this weekend was intense. was in CT for a day and a half. now i'm back and it's too hot in this appartment. mmmmmmmm itunes.
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there are kids on the sidewalk downstairs throwing a baseball at the building. it keeps hitting the fire escape and ringing throughout the apartment. i'm finished with my hellspawn paper and paul's asleep next to me. i have no brain. i need to study. i want it to be tuesday around 4 o clock. then i would be swimming in relief ( Read more... )