Thank you to everyone who has ever listened to/cared about/helped me. It means a lot to me.

I think I'm going to the movies tonight with Ben and Gobble Gobble. Much fun will come from that. I need to get my mind off things. Because truthfully, if I keep going on like this, I don't know what I'll do.

xxxAmanda

I love camp. I just wish I could show people at camp that I really do enjoy it. I love the people there so much ( Read more... )

Please never change who you are ( Read more... )

My mom woke me up at 6:00 today with a "Get up, you have a doctors appointment". So I did the physical and such, which let me go to camp. I was supposed to be a CIT, but all the good people are LITs, so I'm a CIT on the run. Me and Ben officially beat the system. We've been LITs for a good four years now, and going strong. Yes ( Read more... )

Reassure me that there is a reason I'm still here.

Please.

So I woke up today at noon. Called my mom and she said she'd be home early, like two-ish. Waited around 'til about three, then started worrying. What set me off was reading "Lovely Bones", and the girl missed her mom. That made me have a huge urge to hug my mom, but I couldn't ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in quite some time, so here we go ( Read more... )

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I'm so sick and tired of caring about people, and they couldn't care less about me. It's sad that I give so much energy to them. I try to be nice to everyone, and talk to them, most of them don't even care about me or remember me. Maybe I should save it for the people that truly care about me...but that list is getting short ( Read more... )

I got my report card today. And I'm pretty pleased with it. ( And I survived freshman year... )