Nick and I are off to Disney World in Florida tomorrow! We'll be back on April 1st. I don't think there will be computer access, so see everyone when I get back!

So musician Josh Freese has a new record coming out. He's releasing it digitally and has a tiered pricing package. Here it is ( Read more... )

I have bought myself some birthday gifts. Because I am bad with money.

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So, I found a car I want to buy. All I need to do now is to sell my car. Or knock and old lady down and steal $700 from her to make a down payment. We'll see which happens first.

I just did something I didn't want to do.

I applied for a private loan for school.

Shit.

Well, I hate my part time job and if I get a loan for school I can quit and focus on finally fucking graduating.

I feel better today. I'm trying to take some steps to feel good all the time again.

Today I cleaned my apartment. You can actually see the floor! It's crazy.

I also requested a five day work week instead of six for a few weeks to let my batteries recharge. I'm just running myself ragged.

A clean place makes me feel so much better.

I have been experiencing grief on a massive level. I have found myself more generally sad and distracted than usual, with a huge avoidance of leaving my house. This is not surprising. This is how I deal with upsetting things, by not letting people in. No big surprise. What I have found strange about it is that the last time I felt this amount ( Read more... )

It's amazing how many people in my hometown know all the people I know. It's creepy.

And now my car is dead.

2009 the worst year in a long time?

Survey says: Yes!