scary thoughts? horror movies

[tastekitty]

sometimes i have the strangest thoughts, but i guess it's normal? some of the first thoughts i had this morning were about what would be the most horrible/painful/torturous way to die.

i'm cutting this because it's pretty sick and some people may not like that. don't wanna make anyone cry! haha

Comments

[ivehadbetter]

one thing....if you're paralyzed, would you be able to FEEL what's happening? or is it just the torture of knowing you're definitely going to die there?

and every single time i drive (even before my accident) i always ended up thinking, "what if that car came over the median/middle line and straight into me?" or just different car accident scenarios involving me. now at least i know how one plays out!

[tastekitty]

hmm good point. it would be pretty torturous psychologically even if you can't feel it though. or even, same scenario, but instead of being paralyzed maybe you're just stuck somewhere. like in a well. i dunno, these are my first thoughts of the morning lol.

it had to be been so surreal for you when your accident happened. almost like it's happening to somebody else.

[ivehadbetter]

it definitely STILL feels like it happened to someone else (even though i've got proof that it happened to me). i just remember thinking "hoooooly shit i'm going to fly out of my car and off the highway" (seeing as how i was on a part of 83 that's an overpass, and probably up about 40 ft in the air....awesomeeee)