2011 spn_reversebang masterpost
Voila! And here comes the day where I spread the news of my first ever completed fic challenge!
Author: tasogareika
Artist: cybel
Fandom/Genre: SPN (It's A Terrible Life-verse), romance, slice-of-life (?), angst
Pairing: (pre-)Dean/Castiel, Dean (Smith) → Castiel, Castiel → Dean (Winchester)
Rating: G for art, R for fic
Words: 10, 041
Warnings: Angst (is that even a warning…), porn, dubcon (due to copious amounts of ingested alcohol), one train wreck of a relationship
Summary: Living in a lie is hard, but it’s not as painful as being in a relationship that’s bound to fail eventually. Set before 4.17 'It's A Terrible Life'.
Art: Art Masterpost
Fic: Part I, Part II, Epilogue @ inktrain, Dreamwidth link @
mightyenas, AO3 Link
E-Book DLs (PDF): Mediafire, Megaupload, Sendspace
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Um, so yeah. This is most likely the first time that most of you guys have heard about me, so I'll just take a bit of time to say 'hey, y'all'. I got into SPN fairly recently myself (back in June-ish), and what can I say? Somehow the sheer amazing of all the fics I've seen floating around here inspired me greatly, and after my long break from Pokémon fandom (yes Pokémon shut up) I've decided to pick back up my muse and am now sucked back into the evil vortex that is writing. Not that I can say I regret it that much. The journey's been pretty awesome so far.
That aside, hahaha yeah the first fic challenge thing I've ever joined, and I think I did a pretty decent job at it, all things considered. Props, of course, goes to cybel, who not only made such a wonderful thing that inspired this fic in the first place, has also been seriously accommodating and helpful after our initial screw-up in contacting each other, derp. Without the encouragement and aid offered to me, I don't think I would have been able to do this. Another person I need to thank is tawg, who has went way beyond the line of duty after I grovelled and begged for her to help me beta this puppy even though she originally signed up to help me with my monster entry for the gabriel_bigbang challenge (that is as of this current count, at 70k long and still not stopping). Without her I think I would have been lost and gone, so a million and one thanks to her for helping me out when I needed it most. And of course, also for putting up with my constant mournings of school eating up my life.
More special thanks goes to my wonderful and always supportive aniki izkariote, the person who pushed me to give SPN a try in the first place and introduced me to this wonderful series that got back my writing muse for me, and also to my fraternal long-lost twin black_catxiii who put up with my SPN ramblings even before I got her to watch the show and now still continues to endure my Dean/Cas spam over at tumblr while laughing at my unintentional masochistic tendencies.
And all that aside, a final thanks to the modteam of spn_reversebang for making this possible, and to you readers reading this right now. ♥ This is the first 'official' fic I've written in any sort of capacity in years, and I really hope that you all enjoy reading it just as much as I had a ball writing it and making it happen. As a last note, the title of this fic comes from 31_days, with the prompt for 15th February 2011.
Author: tasogareika
Artist: cybel
Fandom/Genre: SPN (It's A Terrible Life-verse), romance, slice-of-life (?), angst
Pairing: (pre-)Dean/Castiel, Dean (Smith) → Castiel, Castiel → Dean (Winchester)
Rating: G for art, R for fic
Words: 10, 041
Warnings: Angst (is that even a warning…), porn, dubcon (due to copious amounts of ingested alcohol), one train wreck of a relationship
Summary: Living in a lie is hard, but it’s not as painful as being in a relationship that’s bound to fail eventually. Set before 4.17 'It's A Terrible Life'.
Art: Art Masterpost
Fic: Part I, Part II, Epilogue @ inktrain, Dreamwidth link @
mightyenas, AO3 Link
E-Book DLs (PDF): Mediafire, Megaupload, Sendspace
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Um, so yeah. This is most likely the first time that most of you guys have heard about me, so I'll just take a bit of time to say 'hey, y'all'. I got into SPN fairly recently myself (back in June-ish), and what can I say? Somehow the sheer amazing of all the fics I've seen floating around here inspired me greatly, and after my long break from Pokémon fandom (yes Pokémon shut up) I've decided to pick back up my muse and am now sucked back into the evil vortex that is writing. Not that I can say I regret it that much. The journey's been pretty awesome so far.
That aside, hahaha yeah the first fic challenge thing I've ever joined, and I think I did a pretty decent job at it, all things considered. Props, of course, goes to cybel, who not only made such a wonderful thing that inspired this fic in the first place, has also been seriously accommodating and helpful after our initial screw-up in contacting each other, derp. Without the encouragement and aid offered to me, I don't think I would have been able to do this. Another person I need to thank is tawg, who has went way beyond the line of duty after I grovelled and begged for her to help me beta this puppy even though she originally signed up to help me with my monster entry for the gabriel_bigbang challenge (that is as of this current count, at 70k long and still not stopping). Without her I think I would have been lost and gone, so a million and one thanks to her for helping me out when I needed it most. And of course, also for putting up with my constant mournings of school eating up my life.
More special thanks goes to my wonderful and always supportive aniki izkariote, the person who pushed me to give SPN a try in the first place and introduced me to this wonderful series that got back my writing muse for me, and also to my fraternal long-lost twin black_catxiii who put up with my SPN ramblings even before I got her to watch the show and now still continues to endure my Dean/Cas spam over at tumblr while laughing at my unintentional masochistic tendencies.
And all that aside, a final thanks to the modteam of spn_reversebang for making this possible, and to you readers reading this right now. ♥ This is the first 'official' fic I've written in any sort of capacity in years, and I really hope that you all enjoy reading it just as much as I had a ball writing it and making it happen. As a last note, the title of this fic comes from 31_days, with the prompt for 15th February 2011.