Life is Short and Vanishes Like Smoke.

[tashycute]

You know what? I can't wait for this year to pass by. And fast.

I hate this year.

So many people died this year.

From natural calamities, vehicle accidents, and incurable sicknesses.

Just early this morning, I learned that my Algebra/Calculus teacher resigned. A week ago. Yet she still went to our class yesterday and taught us as she normally would.

Comments

[roku_senses]

A really bad year for you...
but I know what do you feel when one of your teacher's die, cause it was the same for me two years ago.
you think, this year is almost finished and the next will be better, a new beginning :)

hugs~

[tashycute]

Not only that, but my grandfather died this year, too. A neighbor, and then my grandfather-in-law. So many people dying.

When people predicted 2008 to be an unlucky year, I never thought it would be this unlucky. I should've prepared for the worst.

Thank you, I really needed that. (:

[kaishinyah]

omigawd. why is the world doing this to you?
and to think, i almost died last saturday. T.T
if it weren't for a miracle, my sister and i would've been toasted in a fire.
anyway, i hope all your loved ones are happy in the afterlife. i'll add them to my prayers when i'm praying for the happiness of my late grandfather.
please cheer up massu~ it pained me when i read this. i don't wanna see you like this. D: *hugs*

[tashycute]

Y-You almost died? *hugs you tight*

What happened, Tesshi? Are you okay? Please tell me. D:

I do this to at least lift a little pressure from my shoulders. I've already enough to worry about. This is my own way of coping.

[kaishinyah]

almost. i'm still alive and well, massu. don't worry. *pats*

i'm perfectly fine, no harm done. not even a scratch on me. :] *hugs*

my father just forgot about the food he was cooking when he went to check on my mother at the house across our's, which is my grandmother's house, and there you have it. the food was VERY overcooked and the food was boiling and burning. it's still a phenomenon though on why the nearby wooden cabinets weren't burnt. if they were affected, our house would've burned down and my sister and i would've been toast since we refused to leave the room we were in because we panicked. a miracle, i guess.

lol. well, it does help a lot. i hope you cope up soon. :D

[tashycute]

Carelessness does do a lot of things.

But if it became worse, you still would've gone out. Adrenaline rush would probably get you moving if not the thought of saving your own life. Staying frozen in place would look pretty stupid. D:

Anyway, I'm glad you're safe. I'm sure everyone learned a valuable lesson that day. XD

[ialem_yuki]

is this true?? 'cause i dont want to believe this...
2 is enough.
3 is...
well, 3 is too much pain already.
i might undergo some sort of heart problem if ever...
i cannot take this anymore.
first, i lost my mama sol, my beloved 3rd year adviser.
then comes next my grade 4 adviser, mammi louie.
NOW THIS!? you should take me to the hospital now.
please tash, update me with whatever's happening to mami j..
i'll really appreciate it if you'll do.
thanks again.
xoxo, ialem

[tashycute]

It's not like there's anything we can do about it. I don't want to believe it myself. It's all too sudden, you know? And it's not the kind of surprise I would like to hear of.

But "dying" was the word I quoted from Mezanine. I hope it's all a mistake, you know, me being deaf or her giving me the wrong information or something. I would be happy if I cried over nothing.

Really, even if it'd make me look stupid.

Right now, there's nothing much we can do but pray. From what I've heard, it's about the kidneys, I don't really know much. The absences she had to go to the doctor, I never really took them seriously. I just thought they were general check-ups.

I'll try my best.