I'm excited about taking the classes I'm registering for next semester.

I'm sitting in my favorite class, but distracted by extreme gnawing hunger.

I never write anything meaningful in this thing anymore.

My life is boring but I'm generally doing better then ever, I think.

 So, last night I hung out with Josh Megan my sister and her hubby Greg for our first real game night since they got married. See, we've all been pretty busy with me and Josh starting school, Megan starting school again (teaching) and Greg... well just trying to organize and adjust to having Megan's chaotic self living with him. So, we ended up ( Read more... )

So...

I got a research position in a lab that does behavioral neuroscience studies focusing on the ingestive behavior of rats. I actually got it last week but didn't really want to talk about it just yet as I had more important things on the mind I needed to get out first. Of course, Rose is important and totally in my mind.. as if she wouldn't be, ( Read more... )

To Sarah. To Nate. To Dave and Heather and Mary and Jackie and Bill and Gabby and Nick and Ana and Eric and all of the other little fae-critter misfits half dream or more whose lives she affected more then we could ever tell her.

The first time I saw Sarah she was not Sarah but Gina - Prince of a city of bloodsuckers. Among a pack of vicious ( Read more... )

I believe in us more then I've ever believed in anything.

 I am now surfing the webby using google chrome, and I love it. I don't know if it's a placebo affect or what, but it really does seem to load certain webpages faster then ie. I really was never too into firefox, (though anything non-microsoft is nice) and I mostly use the net for research and about ten pages that I go to frequently. Some of those ( Read more... )

So, I'm staying in Buffalo for now... oh yea, did I mention I was leaving Buffalo? I was gonna move to nyc this week, but a few weeks ago I was still not ready to go, still did not have a roomie, and was going crazy because of my sister's wedding. so me and the boy (yea, weird, this whole thing is, I know) sat down and talked about it ... and he ( Read more... )

oh, I'm in NYC as of yesterday, and it was all a confusing mess and I just want to start over today. I am not even going to let things that happened plague my mind, not even the token Steve drama that happened so early in the trip ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

I'm drowning in an illusion of what my life is supposed to be. Because on the days when I want to lay in bed and die, I just pretend everything is ok and keep going. I don't really have a reason to be this way, feel this way. Are the headaches because of the stress? The depression? The car accident? Or is it all the other way around? Is it maybe ( Read more... )