well today is shitty. this whole week is shitty. on top of jim having a heart attack and being in the hospital, my body decides it wants to catch a cold....well i think it is a cold. it feels something along the lines of strep throat and pneumonia had sex and what i have is the baby and then i got hit by s speeding mack truck. Does that paint you a ( Read more... )

this has been a long shitty week for me my boss had a massive heart attack on monday evening. so me and bret are running the business while he is away at the hospital. it has been very stressful to say the least. just a very shitty week in general. but i am losing more weight and i am starting to feel a little bit better about myself. and kate said ( Read more... )

well i got a new haircut. i shaved it again so it is like it used to be a few years ago. yes it does make me look intimidating and i do infact look like an ex con. but its fun i like to scare people. This weekend was fun i got to spend all day saturday with kate and i broke out my badass cooking skills once again. and she liked it so that was fun. ( Read more... )

so it has been a few days since i have updated. i am still losing weight and i think i can go down 2 more pants sizes now and have them still be loose. thats about 4 inches off of my waist. but i dont feel like i am losing weight but i guess i am. but i will try to post some more pictures later on in the week or so. i dont have alot of time lately ( Read more... )

well my diest has been going well, so far so good. i have lost almost 70 pounds now. i dunno i still feel like a fat tub-o-lard though. but if somehow i can keep doing this and lose 40-60 more pounds i will be one happy fucker. I have quite a good feeling that things are going to turn around here very soon and my luck will change. and if it doesnt ( Read more... )

so i feel like i have done something wrong. i try to do all thats in my powers to make everyone happy but thats never enough. it never is, and sadly i dont think it ever will be. i dont even know why i fucking update in this piece of shit. not one reads it or even gives two shits to comment on it. what the fuck ever. i dont care. i am going to ( Read more... )

so this whole last week really sucked ass. we went racing at white lake alot. and somehow my fatass managed to fall through the ice. that was less than enjoyable. i guess working 14-16 hour days everyday and getting an average of 1 hour of sleep a night isnt helping things out much either. so this whole week was less than enjoyable. but i did get ( Read more... )

well i have been on my diet for about a month now, and i have lost fifty pounds so far but i think i look the same. still a fat ass. but here is a picture. i do have my shirt off but no one looks at this that hasnt seen me with my shirt off anyways.

but here it is anyways, just because i am bored and whatever.


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so what a weekend this was. i totally missed the superbowl due to my friends car breaking down on the side of m59 and the wonderful oakland pigs deciding to hassle us for 4 yes four hours. man i thought i was going to jail, thanx to my friend not having a bill of sale for the car none of the information filled out on the title and no proof of ( Read more... )

whats going on. i am extremely bored on this saturday after noon so i figured i would update my lj. I kow no one uses this anymore but what the hell. i am pretty down right now because i wont see kate for atleast another 3 weeks at the earliest. But we talk everyday and that makes things a little bit easier but at the same time it is hard. ya know ( Read more... )