I realised the need to blog comes on very strongly each time I run under my block. That 1/2 hour to 1 hour - I'd think about stuff. I'd review and reassess my life. I'd talk to myself to remind myself to keep pushing, keep pushing, keep going, keep going. Even when the legs turn jelly and the breathing turns heavy ( Read more... )

I didn't know it was going to be this tough. Takes much more than optimism, strength, determination and belief to carry on from here. Every minute you've got to stay strong. There is no one second when you can afford to buckle, not even the least bit. 'Cause the very moment you succumb, you re-start. But I just want to move on. Not in circles ( Read more... )

Haven't been updating of late because it no longer feels ohkay to narrate the happenings of my life here. It's just weird don't you think ( Read more... )

You force them to give you a promise you want, and blame them when they 'break the promise'.

What the fuck?

Yes, change.

He'll call me at night right before I go to bed just so he knows he's the last voice I hear.
He'll not ask me what's wrong when I'm sad, he'll just kiss me on the forehead.
He'll sit outside with me on my front step b/c there's nothing to do but won't say he's bored once.

Sometimes people try to justify themselves with the correct reasons. Other people think they are lying. Other people think they are trying too hard to explain their 'wrongdoings'. But give them chance would y'all? Maybe sometimes these people are trying to convince you only because they wished to be convinced. And somehow you believing in them will ( Read more... )

Oops. It's me, it's me. My bad, sorry haha. But do you get it? Actually, it's not like I get it either. Hahahaha so it's fine if you don't.

Bad day leh, how.

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Muscle ache + nua body + time + mega bruises + diet to watch + working out and keeping fit + tendency for injuries + gymnas (forward roll omg) :/ + commitment + passion to keep the fire burning + build up physical and mental strength + cheer all over again :D ( Read more... )

A first good day in weeks ( Read more... )