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[tangledlocks]

 Recently I've been noticing some people leaving. It hasn't really hit home until some of the more recent leaves. A good friend of mine Canada has gone home, and another friend of mine-well I think we were friends, Shizuo went home. It's...heartbreaking to see people go home.

[Especially people Jack had close bonds with. Sorry network. Jack is just

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[ninthserenade]

Hey, it's one way to vent out frustration from the whole mess, isn't it? I mean, I just lost my best friend a few days ago 'cept I didn't even realize the stupid starfish was broadcasting anything. Guess it must've bumped against my leg in my pocket or somethin'.

[tangledlocks]

It's been about a week since Canada left, I've been coping with it...not so well. Before I discovered Alice was here- he let me stay at his place.

[Demyx. This pain sucks.] How are you holding up?

[ninthserenade]

Two days for the old man.

[He'll drink to that, bro.] Not too good, dude. It's still hard to stay at my place cuz his room is right across from mine.

[tangledlocks]

I'm sorry you're going through this too. I just, don't know what to think. I've seen and experienced so much worse than this. It shouldn't be bothering me this much.

[He's hurt and confused. If he took up drinking, it would be with you.]

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[singularjustice]

I'm not angry with you. It's okay.

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[tangledlocks]

It's just. I've become rather fond of you through the few times we've had the chance of meeting in person. I tend to worry my head off about anyone that I know.

..Ah, I sound silly! Do forgive me. ^^;

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[singularjustice]

You don't have to apologize. Thank you, for thinking well of me.

Maybe when I'm feeling better we can meet again sometime.

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[tangledlocks]

Just please try to get yourself better. Okay?
Keep your chin up. Never forget who you are.
You're such a kind soul N, don't let anyone make you believe otherwise.

:)

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[suckmylipstick]

There's no need to apologize.

[He won't say that he he should also apologize but he might be thinking it.]

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[tangledlocks]

I just, acted rude. It bothered me more and more.

[He's totally okay with it if you don't apologize.]

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[suckmylipstick]

I don't expect an apology from you. Your feelings aren't my concern.

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[tangledlocks]

[Jack does not understand. Does Tounomine hate him or what?]

I was hoping we could get off on a better foot.

[lovingdream]

[ /threads with you everywhere-- ]

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Do you wanna go do something?

[tangledlocks]

It would..take my mind off things. So if you don't mind. I would love to.

[lovingdream]

Mmkay! Where do you wanna go?

[tangledlocks]

Let's see. I don't need to grocery shop until later. So no market.

[Ultimate defeat.] Have any suggestions? I was gonna say just walk around aimlessly until we find something interesting.

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[chairplay]

I'm completely bothered by the fact that you dumped your feelings on the network. You should apologize for it because really, we're not your diary.

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[tangledlocks]

Oh? Then forgive me for bothering you. You could have simply ignored the message.

[Jack is never rude. Whoever you are. You just got a really nice response.]

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[chairplay]

It's as if you think the public cares about your miniscule problems! You're kind of full of yourself, aren't you?

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[tangledlocks]

Full of myself? Of course not. I'm certainly not the first, and know for a fact I won't be the last to say how I feel.