somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond ( Read more... )

As the clock blinks towards 9pm this Sunday night, I lament the ending of one of the best weekends of college, perhaps ever: The dust from a four-day affair is now landing. Wednesday night was the first time I drank for since the State of the Union. It was, however, the first time i've drank since before Christmas break. In a flow of reckless, wild ( Read more... )

Here are some pictures from a crazy night in the city, time in san francisco, training trip, the team banquet, pimps and hoes, my color coordinated closet (i know its incredible!) and the gates of central park. miss you all love la
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Every year, Valentines day rolls around and at this age you can't really ignore it. When you grow up, I think you get over it- your husband is supposed to buy you flowers. or you just forget about it and by the water cooler at the law firm bwhen you're stopping to inhale a balance bar instead of lunch because theres no time for lunch in your high ( Read more... )

My room in college is always a mess. Most of the reason is because, like at home, it can be. At the last minute when i have to leave for class, i pull out the bottom tshit from a stack of forty and happily watch the rest tumble onto a pile of old new york times and empty seltzer water bottles. My mirror is on my bed because then i have a full ( Read more... )

It began to snow on Saturday. It floated down at first like unassuming soap flakes but quickly picked up, accumilating rapidly and swirling furiously, swept by harsh winds. I stood by the tall windows during the swim meet at Connecticut College and watched the gray and white enveloping the fields and town beyond. It was an incredible sensation, ( Read more... )

Amanda pointed out that my journal entries are bi-polar. Well, I am bi-polar. Since I am never bored or stagnant it's either the shrillest highs or the lowest lows (with the windows down). I am at home. I am at home at my desk eating and eating in my undies with the television on. Recently, I had a break down. It was a huge mental break down where ( Read more... )

You've never had buildup for a night like this. On this small campus in Middletown, CT, fraternity formal weekend had come. It was Saturday night and every guy and girl that ever goes out to party at Wes was dressed to the nines. Long sparkly earrings dangled. Pink polo shirts were tucked into searsucker pants. Suspenders, bowties, high heeled ( Read more... )

It's time for a little talk, a little remebering what college is all about. College is so fucking incredible. It is about the stairs down to Mocon and hours worth of meals. It's about doing the kicking sets very slowly. It's about knowing someone named Dan Devine. It's sleezy frat bathrooms and sleezyness in general. Sleezyness is easiness, ( Read more... )

Days when you wake up and realize you have two homes are happier days than having one. As convoluted as that may seem, I feel it is undeniably true.

Some people feel that loving someone or something channels yourslef into that one thing and cannot co-exist with other things, but that isn't true and it is a narrow way to live and think. I hope that ( Read more... )