I'm just being foolish. People have their lives. I'm just here and trying to find something to do with myself, yet feeling like not doing anything at all. Conundrum? Me thinks it is.

I feel like in some way my friends are avoiding me.

No answers to phone calls and such...possibly just my over sensitive self showing.

Things have been a little screwed up. Although things have calmed down a lot in the household, minus two children, meaning we only have two to count for...and they have been having a lot of patience with my ass...at least my younger brother who had attached himself to me before things happened ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish people could see what it is like inside my head...then maybe they would understand a few things.

Damn it.

Thought since I was here I would post. For some reason I've not been around on here, spending most of my internet time on my sidekick, also for some reason lj doesn't pop into my head as somewhere to visit that often anymore. Dunno why, but suppose I should make an effort to be around more here ( Read more... )

I don't really know where I stand these days. Not that I have ever really had an idea of what I really wanted to do with my life as a whole...except for when I was in high school...which I shot down or others shot down ( Read more... )

New Years was good. Not too much going on, just a little party and some time with a friend. Life is pretty good.

Shalom

Things have been so interesting lately. Cedric's back in town and things have been great seeing him. I hope I get to see more of him this last week before he leaves. Which I am sure is going to happen ( Read more... )

Tonight was a good night. Spent some time at a friend's house, my hair dresser's, Tracy, for her boyfriend's b-day. It was awesome, just meeting adults who have good interests and just having fun. It was a good time and I am glad that I was invited ( Read more... )

I know that I should and probably could be asleep by this time, but for some reason I am awake and not sleepy and just sittin here listening to Sarah McLachlan's Christmas album ( Read more... )