This is life.

[talsinthemiddle]

There's too many thoughts in my head right now, and I'm not even sure how I am going to get it all out. Right now, at this point in my shitty life, I want to cry because I'm terribly sad and laugh because I've gone completely insane. I've lost it, not just in my mind, but I feel as though I've lost everything. There really is no particular

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i love you!

[la__bound]

Tal....this is kelly johnson! i just want you to know i love you! You are an amazing, wonderful, funny, beautiful person. You made me laugh my ass off last year in chorus more times then i can count...thank you for that ps haha. I'm here for you if you ever need anyone! I love you!

[stars_for_eyes_]

you only think you're alone because you don't let people in all the way. i've tried to reach you and help you and be your friend--but i barely get my foot in the door and then i never hear from you. you're alone not because other people don't want to be with you--but because you don't want to be with other people. and trust me, it hurts us as much or even moreso as it hurts you--we just want to help you and be there for you--but how can we be there for you when you don't open up? ...i love you, tal...really, and i hope that things start looking up for you.

[ohhadley]

i miss the tal i used to know. you were perfect the way you were and the way you are - and if you're stop long enough to see it, you'll see that... melissa, justin, etc. - all the people who you who "left" you - didn't leave because of YOU, it's about them. you need to love yourself and if you have to be alone to learn to love yourself again - then you need to be alone. branden is your issue, but being w/ someone who doesn't respect you and treat you the way YOU deserve to be treated - won't help you at all.

[________burnt]

people are selfish. thats what it comes down to. its time for you to selfish. do what you need to do to make YOURSELF happy and it ivolvles hurting someone else..fuck it. i dont think you should leave branden. you're not one to give up on someone you love. i know you enough to know that youd never let someone go when they need you..and he does. branden needs you. just remember that. without you hed be far more fucked up then he is right now. try to keep his head up, but dont let him bring yours down. and as far as fathers and step fathers go...we've had this conversation. you know what i have to say. it's not easy tal..but you can make it through this. oh look at me. i sound like some goddamn motivational speaker. ahahha well i mean all of that in all sincerity. we'll talk soon. until then...much love to my partner in crime.
ps: this summer..its on. :)

[________burnt]

iNvolves** im glad i can spell

[________burnt]

I FUCKING SAW YOU LAST NIGHT AND I FUCKING ALMOST DIED AND AND AND HOLY FUCK. CAN WE FUCKING HANG OUT SOMETIME SOON???
basically..thats just me saying that youre the shit and junk.