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talktotherain

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Oct 25, 2004 15:55

What a terrible cold day.

I did however, dress up like a cowgirl for Oklahoma day, it was good fun. Pictures will be coming soon
And this is all..
I will conclude this miserable day with a classic episode of 7th Heaven.

the only thing you can ever be sure of is that nothing is what you imagine. Not even your own friends..you wake up one day and ( Read more... )

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... anonymous October 25 2004, 21:59:47 UTC

I look at the palm tree that you have on this thing and cant help to wonder where the hell the summer went ... everything just seemed so much simpler then. Well - for me at least. I'm so ready for this upcoming summer so that we can all get away from the petty high school bullshit we have wanted to get away from since day 1 of 9th grade.
I think that you are an awesome friend and you did nothing wrong. End of story. Don't be miserable. I do understand however that it is hard to look around you into a group of people and try to pick out the few that are actually genuine.
On that note - I think I will go to bed.
-Heather

monstahh October 25 2004, 22:36:32 UTC

i love you so much, you made my day.
dont ever change on me miss mackey..

anonymous October 27 2004, 14:59:48 UTC

I don't know what to do anymore, I am trying to do the best i can. I'm sorry you think I'm artificial, I think I'm very real though. Artificial would be friends that never have disagreements, real is a relationship that's raw and not fake. I'm sorry that you think we aren't really friends just because we got in a fight, but nothing I have ever done or said or felt about you has ever been fake. You are my friend, if not my best. And yeah, I am angry at the world, it's done a lot of shitty things, I can't help the way I feel right now. So, I don't know what else to say. Sorry that one fight invalidates our entire friendship. I really can't win right now, I don't know why I'm even trying, I guess it's just hard to accept things.

talktotherain October 27 2004, 18:26:30 UTC

I was talking about my own smiles being artifical. Not you. Things happen, and i'm not invalidating our friendship because of it. Things in life are trivial, but it's not worth it. 7 months left, there's no time for stuff like this. I just felt like it wasn't time to say anything to you today. This is stupid and I hope it doesnt happen again, we're better than that. Our friendship is better than that. It's hard to accept things.. yes. It is, I know ( ... )