After many upsetting days...

[talene309]

Wow...I think I just made a bit of progress in accepting the fact that I will be leaving Japan in April. I have somewhat of an outline in my head of what I want/need to do, school and work-wise, when I get back to Texas

Comments

[kurenai_kimitsu]

*hugs* well at least u have a very well thought out plan... thats more than what I have to say for myself at the moment ^^;;

"aeryn_aerie, you must be proud ne =P"

XD

[talene309]

It just came to me out of nowhere. You just have to think about what you want and then figure out how to get to where you want. ganbatte~

She'd been bugging me for months to come up with a new goal since my goal for 2 years was to study abroad and I completed that goal lol. I'd been goal-less for a while besides hitting up as many BORN shows as possible *SHOT*

[kurenai_kimitsu]

the thing is ... maybe I dunno wat i want... =/ maybe... I'll be enlightened when I'm in Japan... like u =DDDDD

[aeryn_aerie]

*hugs*
I'm proud of you Jea. ^____^
It's good to have a game plan.

[talene309]

I knew you'd be lol. See? I'm not that horribly irresponsible =P

[aeryn_aerie]

You mean their's a pair of big-girl panties in your drawer?! lmfao
J/K I know you have a good head on your shoulders. You just need some pushing sometime right? ^__~ Or motivation....or something?

lol.
I'm sad that everyone is leaving Japan this coming year. I think we'll all have to go back again together sometime!!

[talene309]

Yes we all will have to come back together sometime again ^^

[excused_early]

"I've made it here once before ne"

Yes, Jeanette!!!!! b;w;d
I'm so glad I read this, because I was getting worried about what your plans were for when you're back in the US. I guess my worries were uncalled for. =^^=

[talene309]

I feel a lot calmer now that I have at least an idea of what to do. I was seriously flipping out ever since I finished last semester's classes in December because I DON'T want to go back and I was convinced that I didn't have anything to go back to.

I'm still not HAPPY I have to go back, but its inevitable. Its not like I'll be getting a spouse visa to stay in Japan xD~~~

[excused_early]

"Its not like I'll be getting a spouse visa to stay in Japan xD~~~"

LOL
Weeeeeelllll, there's STILL some time left.... =w=

[talene309]

and I'm sorta crushing on a Korean. I think I'm heading in the wrong direction xD~~~

[uranus_sama]

proud of you. =3

[talene309]

♥♥♥

still scared of how tossing living with my mother into this equation will upset things though but here's hoping I won't be coming back to too much stress.

[w_a_prince]

You sound like you fit -really- well in Japan, so I hope you can make it back soon. I'm especially glad you have a plan of action~ XD