"A Change in Events" Chap 3/?
Title: A Change in Events
Author: takey_need_help
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys we call ScReW~ they own themselves. i only own the story.
Rating: R
Warnings: MalexMale Relationships, slight sexual interactions, language
Pairings: ByouxKazuki, ManabuxJin, mention of passed 'relationships' ^^
Synopsis: “Do you have a pen?” He received a small shake of the guitarist’s head and a confused expression from his other. “Yuu-kun’s number in your phone?” A nod.
“Why?” Manabu asked.
“I kinda still need to end things with him…”
“What?!” Jin hushed his other quickly.
Comment: O.O its thunderstorming here..... lmao, sorry the updates take long, i update one, then the next, then the next, and then back to the first.... ^^' Now this chapter is mainly bg info. the rest of my comment will go at the end because i dont wanna spoil anything~ Enjoy Chapter 3! <3
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
A Change in Events
Chapter 3
They continued the walk outside the building, seeing Rui along the way. They didn’t dare to look at the bassist, out of fear of what the bassist would do. Jin had taken the bus so he rode in Manabu’s car with him. Byou had come with Manabu, so he had to ride in Kazuki’s car with him. Not that any of them minded, it just seemed kinda weird to them.
They quickly decided on the small café on the edge of town that no one normally goes to, even though it was all the way across town. Arriving at said café, someone familiar caught Jin’s eye: Yuuto. “I don’t want to leave either, but for different reasons then you think… It’s been killing me to not tell you this.” His inner eye saw the day that their ex-bassist left the band a few months ago. “I’ve been needing to tell you something, Jin… I love you.” They shared a small kiss before the drummer walked out the door. Jin was now frozen in place. Seeing the hurtful images, he couldn’t help but stare at the bassist. Manabu saw this as well, and looked where his new lover was staring. Not quite knowing the reason for his lover’s distress, he just walked him over to the table the rest of them were sitting at.
“Woah, Jin. You look like you’ve just seen a ghost!” Byou said. Jin just looked down at his hands entwined within each other on the table.
“I saw… Yuuto.” “I don’t want anyone knowing about us. Stay in touch, ok?”
“Well, he was the one that showed us this café in the first place, of course he’s gonna be here.”
“No, you don’t understand…” the images kept flashing by his inner eye. Yuuto stood outside the building in the back, impatiently waiting on Jin. When the drummer walked out, Yuuto surprised him with an embrace from behind. “I don’t remember our practices being that long…” Jin sighed. “The relationship between us after he left.”
Byou cocked his head in confusion. “What?! Please explain, cause your loosing me here…”
Jin began to explain from the day Yuuto left.
The day had finally came; the day for Yuuto to leave the band. Walking into the practice room, the other four members were already there and waiting. Byou’s new habit of staying by Manabu’s side had those two together, and Kazuki was standing next to Byou with Jin next to him and on the end. Silence engulfed the band for some minutes before the bassist spoke.
“I wanna talk to each of you individually.” He said, not looking any of the members in the eye. “Starting with Jin.” The other three left the room and let the two talk.
“I don’t want you to leave, Yuu-chan.” Jin said, breaking the silence. Yuuto walked up to the drummer quickly and took his hand in his.
“I don’t want to leave either, Jin. But for different reasons than you think.” Yuuto still hadn’t made eye contact with the drummer.
“And why is that?” Jin moved his head to be able to see the bassist’s face, and all he saw was the side of his face. Obviously, Yuuto didn’t want to be seen right now…
“Its been killing me to not be able to tell you this while I was still happy in the band…” Jin’s eyes were glued on Yuuto, waiting to hear what the bassist had to say. Just then, Yuuto looked up to meet eye to eye with the drummer. “I’ve been needing to tell you something, Jin. It’s kept me up at night. It’s kept me thinking ever since I decided to leave…and you’re probably the only reason I stayed in the band as long as I did… I-“ Yuuto just shook his head, as to say it wasn’t important. But Jin knew better than that.
“Yuu-chan. You can tell me. Tell me anything, even if you think I’m not going to like it. You are leaving, so let it out.” Jin’s voice was calm and assuring.
“I love you, Jin.” Jin’s body tensed up in a second, not quite knowing how to digest the information. His heart had always said Manabu. But right now, his mind said to be with Yuuto, to make him happy for now. But then again, everything happened so fast. Soon the bassist held Jin’s lips captive and it took a minute for Jin to realize that he was being kissed. Their lips parted and Jin took a step back. “I don’t want anyone to know about us. Stay in touch, O.K Jin-chan?” The drummer nodded, and Yuuto smiled; Jin soon marched out of the room.
~~~
It has been a week since Yuuto left the band, and every night he would wait after their practices for Jin. Today however, Jin decided everyone needed extra practice, especially their new bassist, Rui. It was optional, so Byou and Manabu left. He always had a suspicion as to why they always left together… Byou did have his own car… But he didn’t ponder on it, because soon it was only Rui and himself in the room, and all that filled the room was the bassist’s playing, trying to get their most recent songs down for the live that was coming in a few weeks. It was just one performance, but Rui was very determined to get these songs perfect. Jin was over at a desk looking over paperwork, like he normally did after practices, but also in a way to kind of avoid Yuuto, but yet he wanted to see him…? He was confused, so this is how he got his mind off of everything. After what seemed to be about two hours, Rui spoke up.
“I’m heading home, Jin-san.” Jin smiled and looked up.
“Rui, you don’t need to add the -san. You can just call me Jin, ya know.” Now Rui smiled.
“Ok, Jin. I’m gonna head home. You sure you don’t need any help with that?” Jin just shook his head. “Oh, goodnight!”
“Goodnight, Rui.” And then the bassist was gone. Silence swept the room as he continued with his paperwork, and man did he really need to catch up with this! He’d been skipping out on getting it done to see Yuuto for a good amount of time after the practices. About half an hour later, he was done and walked outside, still hoping that Yuuto had stopped waiting and went home. Walking over towards the bus stop that was a few block’s walk away, he got scared by Yuuto, who hugged him from behind.
“Now, I don’t remember the practices being that long when I was in the band.” Jin gave a sigh recognizing Yuuto’s voice, and explained for the extra practice, and the reason he had to finish all the paperwork. Yuuto then explained how he had been waiting impatiently for Jin to get out of the practice room. “Aw, Jin-chan…” Yuuto ruffled the drummer’s hair a bit. “You skipped out on getting paperwork done for me… how nice of you~” Yuuto loosened his grip around the drummer’s waist and Jin started to walk away. “Where are you going?”
“To the bus stop.” Jin didn’t even look back. Yuuto had been a bit clingy lately…
“Lemme give you a ride!” At this Jin stopped and turned around. Looking over at Yuuto, he thought about it. The bus is normally crowded by the time he gets on it, but its been two and a half hours, it should be pretty clear. But then again, he did enjoy riding with other people for a slight change…
“O.K, Yuu-chan.” Putting a smile on his face, he walked over to the bassist and then over to his car to get a ride home.
Jin wasn’t done, but everyone there got the point. Yuuto and Jin were in a relationship that was short lived. Manabu looked back at Yuuto at some points, feeling the bassist’s eyes on him, but all he saw was the back of his head. It was a small café, and it was pretty empty too, but Jin didn’t really care, and he openly spoke about the bassist.
“But that’s enough on that.” Jin could’ve sworn that he heard a sigh of relief from behind him somewhere, but he ignored it. “How’d you two get together without us seeing?” Manabu and Byou both flinched and Byou’s cheeks turned a slight pink. Kazuki teased him about it slightly, poking the vocalist’s cheeks and having his hand slapped away. Manabu just sat there and looked down at his coffee, stirring the thin black straw sticking out from the cup. Yet it was Manabu who spoke up.
It was the day that Yuuto had informed the band that he was leaving. Everyone had tried to keep their emotions suppressed that day… After the meeting had ended, and they had a final date and everything situated, Byou couldn’t help but pull Manabu aside.
“Byou-kun, what is it?” Manabu asked, a slight glimmer of happiness in his eye, and he saw the same thing in Byou’s eyes as well.
“I was just wondering if you had any plans…”
Kazuki and Jin cut off the story telling with a fit of laughter. Kazuki looked over at his new lover, pinching his cheek.
“Cheesy!” Kazuki stated. Now Byou was beat red, slapping Kazuki’s hand away again.
“Shut up Kazu! I was nervous!” Byou defended. Now all four of them were laughing. But Jin stopped as he heard slight laughter right behind him now. He went to turn around, but Byou stopped him, since he was sitting right in front of him, and could see behind him. “You don’t want to see who’s behind you.” The vocalist whispered quietly. Jin’s eyes grew a little wide, mouthing ‘Yuuto?’ and receiving a nod in reply. Jin leaned over to Manabu beside him and whispered in his ear.
“Do you have a pen?” He received a small shake of the guitarist’s head and a confused expression from his other. “Yuu-kun’s number in your phone?” A nod.
“Why?” Manabu asked.
“I kinda still need to end things with him…”
“What?!” Jin hushed his other quickly.
“You need to keep quiet! He’s right behind us!” Manabu quickly handed Jin his phone, and Jin opened it and started pressing the buttons feverishly.
“Yuuto, its Jin. I know that you are sitting right behind me but I don’t wanna make a scene. Ano… I do need to talk to you, so text me back when you are ready on Mana-kun’s phone, ok?”
Within seconds he heard a small melody from behind him, and this made all four of the members look up in confusion, and with Kazuki and Byou seeing Yuuto behind the others, they knew what was going on, and kept talking with each other; Jin heard none of it. He was too focused on getting a reply from Yuuto, and what he was going to say to the other. ‘Hey! I’ve found someone else and we are over’ isn’t gonna cut it with Yuuto. Then Manabu’s phone began to vibrate.
“Jin, what do you want to tell me. And why are you talking rudely of me when you know I’m here? Jin baby, please, what are you hiding?”
Jin let out a suppressed sigh before typing away on the small device in his hands.
“Well, first off, you cant call me ‘baby’ anymore. I’m with Manabu now and we love each other dearly. I’m so sorry Yuuto, but it is over. That’s why Ive been so distant, and I wanted you to catch a hint earlier so I didn’t have to say this. I love Manabu, and not you. Goodbye.”
He heard the same small melody behind him yet again. Only this time, there was a small gasp accompanied with it some seconds later. Then he felt a small pain on the back of his head, receiving it moments later as a slap. Turning around, he saw Yuuto staring at him, hurt filling his eyes.
“I’m sorry, Yuu-san.” Jin said softly, yet Yuuto heard it.
“Yuuto! What is up with you?!” Kazuki said, his voice slightly louder than I should be.
“Ask this bastard.” And Yuuto got up and stormed out of the café. Jin slowly turned around to face the others, his hand trying to soothe the pain on the back of his head. Byou and Kazuki were looking at Jin with eager eyes, and it took Jin a moment to realize that they wanted to know.
“I broke up with him.” Jin stated. Byou nodded, but Kazuki was laughing.
“He’s such a sissy!” Byou slapped him on the shoulder.
“Don’t talk about him like that!” Byou said, yet one could tell that they were playing around. Jin wanted to laugh along, but he found himself unable to for some reason… Yuuto… What’s happened between us now? Is this all my fault? Damn…
“Jin?” Manabu’s baritone voice broke his thoughts. Jin just sighed.
“Could we go back to your apartment?” Jin’s voice was hushed, and he talked fast.
“Why, of course, Jin-chan.”
“And could I stay the night?” Manabu’s expression showed his confusion even though he tried to hide it.
“Well… Alright. But may I ask why?”
“I’ll explain when we are alone.”
“Hey you two love birds, what are you talkin bout?” Kazuki interupted.
“I think it’s time for us to leave.” Manabu said, explaining how it was late -even though that wasn’t the real reason-. Jin and Manabu got up from their seat, paid for their part of the bill, and said goodbye to their friends. Once they were in the car and driving towards. the guitarist’s apartment, Manabu couldn’t keep his mouth shut, still wanting to know the drummer’s suddeness about the whole situation. All Manabu would get in return is a ‘not yet’ or ‘later’. Manabu finally gave up, and they spent the rest of the ride in silence. Walking up the stairs to the apartment were spent in the same silence. Manabu allowed Jin to walk in first, but the drummer refused, wanting Manabu to enter his own apartment first. While slipping off their shoes, Jin locked the door behind them. Hearing the small click, Manabu looked up at Jin, his eyes narrowed.
“I’m scared. There I said it.” Manabu took the drummer into an embrace.
“Baby, what are you afraid of?” The guitarist’s hands were running in circles on the drummer’s back.
“Yuuto.” Manabu went to object, but then Jin cut him off from saying his unspoken words. “You don’t know everything that he did…”
“Well then tell me. Please, baby I wanna understand.” Jin just shook his head.
“I cant tell you. He’s always watching.” Now Manabu’s precious features were turned into a shocked and confused expression. He paused, thinking about what he could do. Quickly, Manabu bent down and took Jin off the drummer’s own feet, and he had Jin in his arms then. He carried the drummer into the bedroom, setting him down on the bed. In only a few seconds, Manabu was in the bed next to his lithe figure, his arms locking around the blonde.
“All I want for you is to be happy, now I just want you to just think about us. And how much we love each other already.” At this Jin gave a faint smile, making Manabu smile as well. Cupping the drummer’s cheek, Manabu pulled Jin into a slow, and powerful kiss. Manabu could feel the smaller body loosen from its tense state, and he smiled into the kiss. Manabu continued with caution, slowly moving his body to hover over Jin. The blonde’s hands encircled Manabu’s neck, and Manabu took this as a sign to continue. He broke the kiss, moving his lips to spread small kisses down the drummer’s jaw, making it to the ear before giving it a small nibble. Receiving a small gasp from Jin, he moved to his vein on his neck to nibble on next, quickly kissing and licking it afterwards.
“Stop.” He whispered. Manabu stopped and looked at the drummer. “Is this… something you always did with Byou?” Manabu readjusted himself to be lying beside the drummer as he was before, before shaking his head as to say ‘no’.
“Only once. That was a month before we broke up.”
“I'm sorry, this just brings… hold on, lemme write it down. He cant hear written words.” Manabu smiled at this, and Jin left the bed to get a pad and a pen. Manabu waited a minute or two before the drummer was done writing. Looking at the paper, he was shocked.
It happened the night he drove me home. When we arrived, he said he had a small surprise for me, and that it was in the back seat. He left the car, and came back in the back seat. In seconds, he had me blindfolded. Yuuto was then leading me into my apartment, and once the door was closed, he began to kiss me rapidly, and he still wouldn’t take off my blindfold. He then had my clothes off, in only a few seconds, and was caressing my skin. I felt very uncomfortable. I went to speak out against having sex, but he wouldn’t let me speak. He then led me into my bedroom, and handcuffed me to the bed. And then he…
Manabu, he raped me.
Manabu’s eyes grew wide, he looked up at Jin who had a tear in his eye still remembering that night. Manabu lifted himself into a sitting position as Jin was, and held his arms out for the drummer. Jin was quick in getting into Manabu’s protective embrace. Manabu could hear the shuddering breaths in his ear, feel the same breaths against his neck, and feel the warm tears against his neck, running down his chest, and being soaked up by his shirt. Before long, he heard the cries in his ears. This was enough. He lifted Jin’s head, and pressed his lips to his other’s, showing nothing but passion and love in the kiss. He let Jin choose the speed of slow for the kiss. Manabu could feel the wet tears against his own cheek, and could taste them after they caught a breathing break.
“Baby, its alright, I’m here and im gonna protect you from him. No matter what the cost will be to me.” Jin looked Manabu in the eye, and quickly gave him a kiss.
“Thank you. Thank you so much.” Another kiss shared. “But I cant let you get hurt by Yuuto; I’d never forgive myself.” Jin looked at the pillow to his right.
“Jin, look at me.” That the drummer did. “I’m willing to do anything for you. Even if that involves me getting hurt by Yuu-san. Jin, I would die for you. I just cannot stand to see you in pain when I know I can help you.” Jin was speechless. So he expressed his happiness and appreciation in the next kiss, which was slightly faster. Breaking the kiss, Jin looked back in Manabu’s eyes. Manabu saw trust and love in the drummer’s brown orbs. Looking into Manabu’s eyes, he saw love and protection in them, and this brought a small smile on his lips, and let his tears come to a stop.
“I love you, Manabu.” Manabu wrapped his arms around Jin’s smaller body.
“I love you too, Jin.” He kissed the drummer’s temple. Jin stayed in Manabu’s arms for almost an hour after that; it just felt right.
A/N: Ok... well, i feel bad now that i made Yuuto the bad guy.... ^^' but! i have much more planned~! It felt like a good idea at the time, but i dont want any critisizm about this! its FICITON so.... its not real. in the pairings i was gonna put 'slight mention of YuutoxJin' but that would spoil it all~ i hope you enjoyed, and feedback is always welcome!
Previous chapters are at the beginning of the post, or if you wanna read my other fics, click here for my fic archive~
Author: takey_need_help
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys we call ScReW~ they own themselves. i only own the story.
Rating: R
Warnings: MalexMale Relationships, slight sexual interactions, language
Pairings: ByouxKazuki, ManabuxJin, mention of passed 'relationships' ^^
Synopsis: “Do you have a pen?” He received a small shake of the guitarist’s head and a confused expression from his other. “Yuu-kun’s number in your phone?” A nod.
“Why?” Manabu asked.
“I kinda still need to end things with him…”
“What?!” Jin hushed his other quickly.
Comment: O.O its thunderstorming here..... lmao, sorry the updates take long, i update one, then the next, then the next, and then back to the first.... ^^' Now this chapter is mainly bg info. the rest of my comment will go at the end because i dont wanna spoil anything~ Enjoy Chapter 3! <3
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
A Change in Events
Chapter 3
They continued the walk outside the building, seeing Rui along the way. They didn’t dare to look at the bassist, out of fear of what the bassist would do. Jin had taken the bus so he rode in Manabu’s car with him. Byou had come with Manabu, so he had to ride in Kazuki’s car with him. Not that any of them minded, it just seemed kinda weird to them.
They quickly decided on the small café on the edge of town that no one normally goes to, even though it was all the way across town. Arriving at said café, someone familiar caught Jin’s eye: Yuuto. “I don’t want to leave either, but for different reasons then you think… It’s been killing me to not tell you this.” His inner eye saw the day that their ex-bassist left the band a few months ago. “I’ve been needing to tell you something, Jin… I love you.” They shared a small kiss before the drummer walked out the door. Jin was now frozen in place. Seeing the hurtful images, he couldn’t help but stare at the bassist. Manabu saw this as well, and looked where his new lover was staring. Not quite knowing the reason for his lover’s distress, he just walked him over to the table the rest of them were sitting at.
“Woah, Jin. You look like you’ve just seen a ghost!” Byou said. Jin just looked down at his hands entwined within each other on the table.
“I saw… Yuuto.” “I don’t want anyone knowing about us. Stay in touch, ok?”
“Well, he was the one that showed us this café in the first place, of course he’s gonna be here.”
“No, you don’t understand…” the images kept flashing by his inner eye. Yuuto stood outside the building in the back, impatiently waiting on Jin. When the drummer walked out, Yuuto surprised him with an embrace from behind. “I don’t remember our practices being that long…” Jin sighed. “The relationship between us after he left.”
Byou cocked his head in confusion. “What?! Please explain, cause your loosing me here…”
Jin began to explain from the day Yuuto left.
The day had finally came; the day for Yuuto to leave the band. Walking into the practice room, the other four members were already there and waiting. Byou’s new habit of staying by Manabu’s side had those two together, and Kazuki was standing next to Byou with Jin next to him and on the end. Silence engulfed the band for some minutes before the bassist spoke.
“I wanna talk to each of you individually.” He said, not looking any of the members in the eye. “Starting with Jin.” The other three left the room and let the two talk.
“I don’t want you to leave, Yuu-chan.” Jin said, breaking the silence. Yuuto walked up to the drummer quickly and took his hand in his.
“I don’t want to leave either, Jin. But for different reasons than you think.” Yuuto still hadn’t made eye contact with the drummer.
“And why is that?” Jin moved his head to be able to see the bassist’s face, and all he saw was the side of his face. Obviously, Yuuto didn’t want to be seen right now…
“Its been killing me to not be able to tell you this while I was still happy in the band…” Jin’s eyes were glued on Yuuto, waiting to hear what the bassist had to say. Just then, Yuuto looked up to meet eye to eye with the drummer. “I’ve been needing to tell you something, Jin. It’s kept me up at night. It’s kept me thinking ever since I decided to leave…and you’re probably the only reason I stayed in the band as long as I did… I-“ Yuuto just shook his head, as to say it wasn’t important. But Jin knew better than that.
“Yuu-chan. You can tell me. Tell me anything, even if you think I’m not going to like it. You are leaving, so let it out.” Jin’s voice was calm and assuring.
“I love you, Jin.” Jin’s body tensed up in a second, not quite knowing how to digest the information. His heart had always said Manabu. But right now, his mind said to be with Yuuto, to make him happy for now. But then again, everything happened so fast. Soon the bassist held Jin’s lips captive and it took a minute for Jin to realize that he was being kissed. Their lips parted and Jin took a step back. “I don’t want anyone to know about us. Stay in touch, O.K Jin-chan?” The drummer nodded, and Yuuto smiled; Jin soon marched out of the room.
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It has been a week since Yuuto left the band, and every night he would wait after their practices for Jin. Today however, Jin decided everyone needed extra practice, especially their new bassist, Rui. It was optional, so Byou and Manabu left. He always had a suspicion as to why they always left together… Byou did have his own car… But he didn’t ponder on it, because soon it was only Rui and himself in the room, and all that filled the room was the bassist’s playing, trying to get their most recent songs down for the live that was coming in a few weeks. It was just one performance, but Rui was very determined to get these songs perfect. Jin was over at a desk looking over paperwork, like he normally did after practices, but also in a way to kind of avoid Yuuto, but yet he wanted to see him…? He was confused, so this is how he got his mind off of everything. After what seemed to be about two hours, Rui spoke up.
“I’m heading home, Jin-san.” Jin smiled and looked up.
“Rui, you don’t need to add the -san. You can just call me Jin, ya know.” Now Rui smiled.
“Ok, Jin. I’m gonna head home. You sure you don’t need any help with that?” Jin just shook his head. “Oh, goodnight!”
“Goodnight, Rui.” And then the bassist was gone. Silence swept the room as he continued with his paperwork, and man did he really need to catch up with this! He’d been skipping out on getting it done to see Yuuto for a good amount of time after the practices. About half an hour later, he was done and walked outside, still hoping that Yuuto had stopped waiting and went home. Walking over towards the bus stop that was a few block’s walk away, he got scared by Yuuto, who hugged him from behind.
“Now, I don’t remember the practices being that long when I was in the band.” Jin gave a sigh recognizing Yuuto’s voice, and explained for the extra practice, and the reason he had to finish all the paperwork. Yuuto then explained how he had been waiting impatiently for Jin to get out of the practice room. “Aw, Jin-chan…” Yuuto ruffled the drummer’s hair a bit. “You skipped out on getting paperwork done for me… how nice of you~” Yuuto loosened his grip around the drummer’s waist and Jin started to walk away. “Where are you going?”
“To the bus stop.” Jin didn’t even look back. Yuuto had been a bit clingy lately…
“Lemme give you a ride!” At this Jin stopped and turned around. Looking over at Yuuto, he thought about it. The bus is normally crowded by the time he gets on it, but its been two and a half hours, it should be pretty clear. But then again, he did enjoy riding with other people for a slight change…
“O.K, Yuu-chan.” Putting a smile on his face, he walked over to the bassist and then over to his car to get a ride home.
Jin wasn’t done, but everyone there got the point. Yuuto and Jin were in a relationship that was short lived. Manabu looked back at Yuuto at some points, feeling the bassist’s eyes on him, but all he saw was the back of his head. It was a small café, and it was pretty empty too, but Jin didn’t really care, and he openly spoke about the bassist.
“But that’s enough on that.” Jin could’ve sworn that he heard a sigh of relief from behind him somewhere, but he ignored it. “How’d you two get together without us seeing?” Manabu and Byou both flinched and Byou’s cheeks turned a slight pink. Kazuki teased him about it slightly, poking the vocalist’s cheeks and having his hand slapped away. Manabu just sat there and looked down at his coffee, stirring the thin black straw sticking out from the cup. Yet it was Manabu who spoke up.
It was the day that Yuuto had informed the band that he was leaving. Everyone had tried to keep their emotions suppressed that day… After the meeting had ended, and they had a final date and everything situated, Byou couldn’t help but pull Manabu aside.
“Byou-kun, what is it?” Manabu asked, a slight glimmer of happiness in his eye, and he saw the same thing in Byou’s eyes as well.
“I was just wondering if you had any plans…”
Kazuki and Jin cut off the story telling with a fit of laughter. Kazuki looked over at his new lover, pinching his cheek.
“Cheesy!” Kazuki stated. Now Byou was beat red, slapping Kazuki’s hand away again.
“Shut up Kazu! I was nervous!” Byou defended. Now all four of them were laughing. But Jin stopped as he heard slight laughter right behind him now. He went to turn around, but Byou stopped him, since he was sitting right in front of him, and could see behind him. “You don’t want to see who’s behind you.” The vocalist whispered quietly. Jin’s eyes grew a little wide, mouthing ‘Yuuto?’ and receiving a nod in reply. Jin leaned over to Manabu beside him and whispered in his ear.
“Do you have a pen?” He received a small shake of the guitarist’s head and a confused expression from his other. “Yuu-kun’s number in your phone?” A nod.
“Why?” Manabu asked.
“I kinda still need to end things with him…”
“What?!” Jin hushed his other quickly.
“You need to keep quiet! He’s right behind us!” Manabu quickly handed Jin his phone, and Jin opened it and started pressing the buttons feverishly.
“Yuuto, its Jin. I know that you are sitting right behind me but I don’t wanna make a scene. Ano… I do need to talk to you, so text me back when you are ready on Mana-kun’s phone, ok?”
Within seconds he heard a small melody from behind him, and this made all four of the members look up in confusion, and with Kazuki and Byou seeing Yuuto behind the others, they knew what was going on, and kept talking with each other; Jin heard none of it. He was too focused on getting a reply from Yuuto, and what he was going to say to the other. ‘Hey! I’ve found someone else and we are over’ isn’t gonna cut it with Yuuto. Then Manabu’s phone began to vibrate.
“Jin, what do you want to tell me. And why are you talking rudely of me when you know I’m here? Jin baby, please, what are you hiding?”
Jin let out a suppressed sigh before typing away on the small device in his hands.
“Well, first off, you cant call me ‘baby’ anymore. I’m with Manabu now and we love each other dearly. I’m so sorry Yuuto, but it is over. That’s why Ive been so distant, and I wanted you to catch a hint earlier so I didn’t have to say this. I love Manabu, and not you. Goodbye.”
He heard the same small melody behind him yet again. Only this time, there was a small gasp accompanied with it some seconds later. Then he felt a small pain on the back of his head, receiving it moments later as a slap. Turning around, he saw Yuuto staring at him, hurt filling his eyes.
“I’m sorry, Yuu-san.” Jin said softly, yet Yuuto heard it.
“Yuuto! What is up with you?!” Kazuki said, his voice slightly louder than I should be.
“Ask this bastard.” And Yuuto got up and stormed out of the café. Jin slowly turned around to face the others, his hand trying to soothe the pain on the back of his head. Byou and Kazuki were looking at Jin with eager eyes, and it took Jin a moment to realize that they wanted to know.
“I broke up with him.” Jin stated. Byou nodded, but Kazuki was laughing.
“He’s such a sissy!” Byou slapped him on the shoulder.
“Don’t talk about him like that!” Byou said, yet one could tell that they were playing around. Jin wanted to laugh along, but he found himself unable to for some reason… Yuuto… What’s happened between us now? Is this all my fault? Damn…
“Jin?” Manabu’s baritone voice broke his thoughts. Jin just sighed.
“Could we go back to your apartment?” Jin’s voice was hushed, and he talked fast.
“Why, of course, Jin-chan.”
“And could I stay the night?” Manabu’s expression showed his confusion even though he tried to hide it.
“Well… Alright. But may I ask why?”
“I’ll explain when we are alone.”
“Hey you two love birds, what are you talkin bout?” Kazuki interupted.
“I think it’s time for us to leave.” Manabu said, explaining how it was late -even though that wasn’t the real reason-. Jin and Manabu got up from their seat, paid for their part of the bill, and said goodbye to their friends. Once they were in the car and driving towards. the guitarist’s apartment, Manabu couldn’t keep his mouth shut, still wanting to know the drummer’s suddeness about the whole situation. All Manabu would get in return is a ‘not yet’ or ‘later’. Manabu finally gave up, and they spent the rest of the ride in silence. Walking up the stairs to the apartment were spent in the same silence. Manabu allowed Jin to walk in first, but the drummer refused, wanting Manabu to enter his own apartment first. While slipping off their shoes, Jin locked the door behind them. Hearing the small click, Manabu looked up at Jin, his eyes narrowed.
“I’m scared. There I said it.” Manabu took the drummer into an embrace.
“Baby, what are you afraid of?” The guitarist’s hands were running in circles on the drummer’s back.
“Yuuto.” Manabu went to object, but then Jin cut him off from saying his unspoken words. “You don’t know everything that he did…”
“Well then tell me. Please, baby I wanna understand.” Jin just shook his head.
“I cant tell you. He’s always watching.” Now Manabu’s precious features were turned into a shocked and confused expression. He paused, thinking about what he could do. Quickly, Manabu bent down and took Jin off the drummer’s own feet, and he had Jin in his arms then. He carried the drummer into the bedroom, setting him down on the bed. In only a few seconds, Manabu was in the bed next to his lithe figure, his arms locking around the blonde.
“All I want for you is to be happy, now I just want you to just think about us. And how much we love each other already.” At this Jin gave a faint smile, making Manabu smile as well. Cupping the drummer’s cheek, Manabu pulled Jin into a slow, and powerful kiss. Manabu could feel the smaller body loosen from its tense state, and he smiled into the kiss. Manabu continued with caution, slowly moving his body to hover over Jin. The blonde’s hands encircled Manabu’s neck, and Manabu took this as a sign to continue. He broke the kiss, moving his lips to spread small kisses down the drummer’s jaw, making it to the ear before giving it a small nibble. Receiving a small gasp from Jin, he moved to his vein on his neck to nibble on next, quickly kissing and licking it afterwards.
“Stop.” He whispered. Manabu stopped and looked at the drummer. “Is this… something you always did with Byou?” Manabu readjusted himself to be lying beside the drummer as he was before, before shaking his head as to say ‘no’.
“Only once. That was a month before we broke up.”
“I'm sorry, this just brings… hold on, lemme write it down. He cant hear written words.” Manabu smiled at this, and Jin left the bed to get a pad and a pen. Manabu waited a minute or two before the drummer was done writing. Looking at the paper, he was shocked.
It happened the night he drove me home. When we arrived, he said he had a small surprise for me, and that it was in the back seat. He left the car, and came back in the back seat. In seconds, he had me blindfolded. Yuuto was then leading me into my apartment, and once the door was closed, he began to kiss me rapidly, and he still wouldn’t take off my blindfold. He then had my clothes off, in only a few seconds, and was caressing my skin. I felt very uncomfortable. I went to speak out against having sex, but he wouldn’t let me speak. He then led me into my bedroom, and handcuffed me to the bed. And then he…
Manabu, he raped me.
Manabu’s eyes grew wide, he looked up at Jin who had a tear in his eye still remembering that night. Manabu lifted himself into a sitting position as Jin was, and held his arms out for the drummer. Jin was quick in getting into Manabu’s protective embrace. Manabu could hear the shuddering breaths in his ear, feel the same breaths against his neck, and feel the warm tears against his neck, running down his chest, and being soaked up by his shirt. Before long, he heard the cries in his ears. This was enough. He lifted Jin’s head, and pressed his lips to his other’s, showing nothing but passion and love in the kiss. He let Jin choose the speed of slow for the kiss. Manabu could feel the wet tears against his own cheek, and could taste them after they caught a breathing break.
“Baby, its alright, I’m here and im gonna protect you from him. No matter what the cost will be to me.” Jin looked Manabu in the eye, and quickly gave him a kiss.
“Thank you. Thank you so much.” Another kiss shared. “But I cant let you get hurt by Yuuto; I’d never forgive myself.” Jin looked at the pillow to his right.
“Jin, look at me.” That the drummer did. “I’m willing to do anything for you. Even if that involves me getting hurt by Yuu-san. Jin, I would die for you. I just cannot stand to see you in pain when I know I can help you.” Jin was speechless. So he expressed his happiness and appreciation in the next kiss, which was slightly faster. Breaking the kiss, Jin looked back in Manabu’s eyes. Manabu saw trust and love in the drummer’s brown orbs. Looking into Manabu’s eyes, he saw love and protection in them, and this brought a small smile on his lips, and let his tears come to a stop.
“I love you, Manabu.” Manabu wrapped his arms around Jin’s smaller body.
“I love you too, Jin.” He kissed the drummer’s temple. Jin stayed in Manabu’s arms for almost an hour after that; it just felt right.
A/N: Ok... well, i feel bad now that i made Yuuto the bad guy.... ^^' but! i have much more planned~! It felt like a good idea at the time, but i dont want any critisizm about this! its FICITON so.... its not real. in the pairings i was gonna put 'slight mention of YuutoxJin' but that would spoil it all~ i hope you enjoyed, and feedback is always welcome!
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