on a lighter note ... Happy Birthday :)citizenfrankNovember 16 2004, 01:13:41 UTC
If you knew how much I missed you your heart might break, because mine does everytime I think of what I've lost between us, all my fault I know. I was thinking just a moment ago, this time last year I was the happiest kid alive, I had the best friend in the world, the best horse in the world, the best situation, and now it's all gone and I don't know what to do anymore to get it back either. Kensie, Lord knows I miss you so much. So so much and sometimes when I'm driving I want more than anything to just show up and hug you -- but I'm afraid you wouldn't accept that and it would be awkward .. things were NEVER awkward for us, we had the best relationship and you know those folders you made me -- they keep me going Kensie but they hurt at the same time -- the price we pay for growing up ya know? But I want so bad for things to be like they used to - my only fear is that I will have to go through the pain of loosing it all again and having to experience this rigorous process of healing my heart. I love you always and forever. -Jennie
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