Oh, I am willing to give up this fight.

[takemeaway]

i was fine, you know. i am so over this. but i can't help but let the feelings get stuck in my throat and choke me when i have to think about it. when i have to try to explain it to someone. i can't help but let these tears drown me in their familiar presence. you left this bitter, weeping hole in my heart, but i would never admit it because of this stifling pride that emprisons me at every turn. every word that you speak to me has me struggling to keep composure and not let you in. this is the first time i've cried for you since i realised you were hopeless.

i was young and naive. we are all allowed to make mistakes.

if i had the chance love
i would not hesitate
to tell you all the things i never said before