one step forward and two steps back.

am i crazy.... maybeeeee.
when id rather be on the streets than deal with this nonsense, something aint right.

my brother gets out soon.
too bad im more of a father than he will ever be.
its scary, yea i know.

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i love it.
i would love to.
it will happen.

i gotta see family first though.

i dont get scared ( Read more... )

fear is a disease ( Read more... )

cant do this anymore.
time to embark on a new adventure.
running away and getting even more lost is a whole lot easier.

every star must die, someday.
time is poison.

22.72
enough to live on?
a day or two.
lifes short.
try your luck.
white zinfandel...
"im proud of you"

lets see what happens.

i was just searching around on myspace ( Read more... )

man-o-man.

thumbs up to weirdo's.
most the time anyways.

i need anti-depressents badly.
i need a job badly.
i need alot of things badly.
im badly in need of things and have no idea how to get them.

i dont make sense, even to myself, and im sober.
thats scary.
time for sleep.
than another excrutiating day.
yaay.

goodnite.
xanthony

if i ever gave a fuck...i woulda gave it away along time ago.

for a couple hundred bucks i could get to cali.
life sucks here, so why not give it a try accross the us.
yup.