oh man. okay, i have one about kissing as well. so yeah, it's never happened. aaand i'm 17. i know this sounds retarded, but i have all this physical frustration just mixed all up inside of me! i'm not weird, guys have liked me before and everything. i just haven't been kissed. and it sucks. haaardcore.
so yeah, haha thanks. sorry, it was lame, but thanks for lettin' me vent.
-I took a CD from my friends room, seriously meaning to put it back later and tell him I had it, then forgot and kept it as he hadn't noticed.
-I highly dislike my housemate, even though I pretend to like her because she gives me cigarettes sometimes.
Now it goes major-
-I really fancy my friend, and she doesn't know it and it'd probably freak her out because she's a girl and so am I.
-I am most probably gay, but I'm having problems admitting this to myself, let alone my parents and friends. I'm very scared at the possibility that I probably am, and I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm lonely because I don't want to go out with guys, but am scared of going out with girls therefore shall remain lonely forever it seems.
Ummm. That was a rather random and slightly therapeutic outburst.
i hate almost all of the people i count as friends. if i'm friends with you, i probably gossip behind your back. sorry. don't take it personally, i think 99% of people in general are fucktards, you're just one of many.
the majority of people in teenage relationships shit me off entirely... if you're dating for a month when you decide you're in love and theyre 'the one' you're kidding yourself. it's called lust and infatuation... your relationship will never last forever... not while you still think <3ing each other and sloppy gropage constitutes love. i'm always more than a little pleased when annoying teenage couples break up.
despite being called a fucktard, i do have to agree with the second part of the confession. i definitely believe there's a difference between teen "love" and real and true love. i have experienced the teenage love, but that didnt last. infatuation and love can be easily confused. i get really annoyed by my friends who date their significant other for a week and suddenly are "so in love". unless you've been friends with someone for a long time before, i think love takes a long time to develop. and wow i just ranted quite a bit. maybe i should have saved this for an actual lj post. but anyway, yah, good point.
why thank you. actually just replying to clarify that i wasn't calling you a fucktard, just people in general. i actually think you're quite cool. you may consider yourself part of the other 1%.
i'm the kind of person you always want to be on the good side of, in that if I dislike you, or you do something that I take as a threat, i basicllay wage war against you. I ran at least one girl out my school and was the cause of more than a few friendship or relationship break-ups. Despite this, almost everyone I have ever known describes me as a lovely nice and friendly person. personally, I think i just know how to cover my tracks.
and i don't really feel bad for anything i have done to anyone, because in my view they deserved it. the lack of guilt is what really makes me wonder if i deserve the 'nice' label at all...
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so yeah, haha thanks. sorry, it was lame, but thanks for lettin' me vent.
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Here goes-
-I took a CD from my friends room, seriously meaning to put it back later and tell him I had it, then forgot and kept it as he hadn't noticed.
-I highly dislike my housemate, even though I pretend to like her because she gives me cigarettes sometimes.
Now it goes major-
-I really fancy my friend, and she doesn't know it and it'd probably freak her out because she's a girl and so am I.
-I am most probably gay, but I'm having problems admitting this to myself, let alone my parents and friends.
I'm very scared at the possibility that I probably am, and I'm not sure what to do about it.
I'm lonely because I don't want to go out with guys, but am scared of going out with girls therefore shall remain lonely forever it seems.
Ummm.
That was a rather random and slightly therapeutic outburst.
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be well, be yourself,
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the majority of people in teenage relationships shit me off entirely... if you're dating for a month when you decide you're in love and theyre 'the one' you're kidding yourself. it's called lust and infatuation... your relationship will never last forever... not while you still think <3ing each other and sloppy gropage constitutes love. i'm always more than a little pleased when annoying teenage couples break up.
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and i don't really feel bad for anything i have done to anyone, because in my view they deserved it. the lack of guilt is what really makes me wonder if i deserve the 'nice' label at all...
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