But on a Wednesday, in a cafe, I watched it begin again.

[t_is_for_torii]

Basically this is the only place I can write exactly how I feel. I smashed another one of Ace's homies, so he hasn't talked to me since the end of September. If I could go back, I'd do it all over again. I met a cutie from Cali, and he really likes me. I think I might date him. Ace texted me the other day. I told him to do me a favor and leave me

Comments

[bennyjet29]

I don't post that often anymore, but I've always followed your journal. Sounds like you've been through a lot the past two years. The Ace guy seems like someone who only see's you as a nice piece of ass. I could very well be wrong, but I think you need to advocate for "yourself" and move on. Ace will put forth a solid effort and forgive you if he truly wants to be with you. We're all young and prone to making stupid mistakes. I definitely have made my fair share of fuckups since FFCS! Hell, I strongly believe that I met my soulmate back at FM when I was 19. I just gave up on her and moved to Rochester. Not sure if it was meant to be or if she was just a stepping stone? Regardless, keep your head up Sexxay, learn from your mistakes and live like you were dying! :)

Ben