My home is where you are; chapter 4
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, MIchael Weatherly and a whole lot of others.
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
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part_1 Part_2 Part3
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“.. I’m telling you dear, he has no idea why he was pregnant, I’m not even sure he knows anything about sex…” Jeff was panicking on the phone talking to Gen, the woman was hiding in the kitchen while Jared’s cousin Tom was once more making his impression of a quite clumsy young superman, and she rolled her eyes and paid attention to Jeff
“I told you, I can’t be his psychologist, but Danni, let me tell you, she’s great, besides she’s writing a dissertation about fertiles, clearing myths and wives stories… I’m sure Danneel the right one for Jensen”
***
New Year’s Eve caught Jeff at work and Jensen and Gen were at the house with all the dogs, Jared’s and Bisou, there was a missing kid and the amber alert had everyone out on the streets.
By the time they got home Jeff was carrying a whole bunch of missing person’s reports.
The last few years were a mess; there was a reason why they called this plague “the apocalypse”. Among all the papers there was a couple that called his attention, those were reports of young male omegas, one dark haired, blue eyed, from the Hiddleston from New Mexico and the other was a kid, well, almost a kid, a 14 years old kid from Texas, he was missing with his mother, but there was no picture of the mother, the boy looked like Jensen All green eyes and pale skin, but Jen was at least 7 years older than that, right?
“Happy New year!” Chimed Jensen throwing confetti over his head the second the door opened and the kid started laughing and running around while Jeff turned to Gen
“Don’t look at me, your friend there? He gave him that thing…” and hugged both her friend and her husband
“I can’t believe he’s this happy…” Jared was laughing, Jensen came back and throwed confetti on him aswell “OH! so this is war ”and then they ran down the hall in a messy version of tag game.
“Did he ask anything else about his baby?” Asked Gen Jeff shook his head no “you think it was consensual?” Jeff turned to her
“I don’t know… but just the idea of a terrified Jensen alone giving birth when he had no idea what was happening, going on instinct only” and he shivered “with all that pain…” Jensen was coming back for more Ammo from the bag Genevieve had in hands, Jeff got up and holding his wrist pulled him into a hug startling him.
***
On January 3th Jensen appeared crying at the foot of Jeff’s bed and he was too tired and too scared to lose him after they found the body of the poor lost child a 15 years old fertile, the kid died frozen and yet they found a group of alphas raping the body, some of them waiting on a line at the door.
It was too much for Jeff so he just opened the bed and called Jensen in, the kid moved and held him close mussing a simple thank you and sighing before Bisou jumped at the bed aswell, Jeff slept in an awkward position all night, Jensen hogged the pillows and his girl growled when he moved his feet from under her, then when he was about to lose his patience Jensen started shaking and moaning, and sniffling, and startled opened his eyes to find Jeff’s on his
“I… I…” Jeff smiled
“Bad dream?” Jensen nodded “don’t worry you’re…” and the smile on the face of his kid broke his heart
“Safe with you… I know…” noticed he was using most of the pillows and moved to a side giving him more room, and re arranged Bisou who didn’t even woke up, the little traitor. After that Jeff had no more problems to sleep.
The next night and the next and the next Jensen just moved to his bed at random times in the middle of the night, considering the kid didn’t even knew how babies were made… Jeff thought it was very innocent, at least for Jensen, and he was not interested in males, right?
“yeah you’re not” answered his reflection while he was shaving “you just love the way his hair smells, even if it’s the same shampoo you use, and the way his hands feels warm and firm in yours, or the way those green eyes flicker in the night, and his lips when he smiles, or when he pouts… you’re just fucked man…” Jeff yanked the meds cabinet open out of principle and sighed
“Is it okay if I walk Bisou today?” asked Jensen with a smile looking from the door, Jeff turned startled
“You sure?” and Jensen nodded
“I haven’t seen any blood in days” beamed “and it lasted only 16 days…” Jeff looked at him “When Gen said the norm was 40, I swear… I freaked out…” Jeff smiled and his eyes like melted chocolate caressed the younger’s face
“I’m very happy for you” finished with the shaving “you can walk Bisou but don’t go too far, and if you notice anything weird, you come back and call me okay?” and both the dog and the kid left the bathroom.
The 25 minutes the kid was out were a life time for Jeff, what if he was taken from him? What if something happens? What if he finally understands Jensen wasn’t his?
***
Jensen was sitting on the couch, Genevieve asked him for a favor, to be brave and do things he usually wouldn’t do, that was the New Year’s resolution he made.
He finally had the courage to ask Jeff to allow him in his bed for fear of being alone, and he was sleeping with Jeff now.
He finally dared to go outside with Bisou when Jeff was working and he was okay, nothing happened and nobody was out there waiting to hurt him.
He finally walked Bisou himself, he went all the way around the block and things were getting better and better.
So when Jeff sat him down and asked if he would talk to a friend he had to say yes, even if deep inside he feared the friend was planning on taking him away.
He kinda knew it was a possibility, Mom said it after all, it could happen. People like us- she said- better hide or will end up in cages, even if golden ones. It didn’t made a lick of sense for Jensen but then; the doctor have said he’d be sent to a fertiles facility and Jeff and Jared fought to keep him with them, those places had to be bad.
The lady that came into the house surprised him a little, she was confident and secure, just by the way she carried herself, tall and lean, wearing regular jeans and a red top looked at him and smiled
“Jen, this is Danneel, Danni…” Genevieve introduced them to each other “Danni is a psychologist like me, and she wants to talk to you… as you agreed with Jeff…” Another man was behind them he was tall and his hair was green standing in a Mohawk and he had eye liner and a bunch of tats and Jensen stared at the man clear eyes, his mouth opened without thinking, Jensen got up and started walking backwards
“Danni?” said the man looking straight to the boy, Danneel got up and moved to him
“Jensen this is my husband Priestley…” and the man smiled offering his hand to Jensen
“You’re Jeff’s ...err, roommate? Nice to meet you ” Even if a t first he thought the guy looked menacing the second he smiled his opinion changed, Priestley’s eyes warmed up “ so..” turned to his wife “I’ll be home for dinner, take care” kissed her “and call me if you have any problem…” gave her something she hid in her pocket, a hand gun.
Jensen saw the gun and his eyes turned around looking for Jeff who was in the kitchen getting ready to leave for work “nice to meet you kid” said smiling and winking at him causing a blush that only amused him.
“Hey Danni…” said Jeff getting close “heard Priestley… sorry I missed him”
“Yeah, he’s had to go back to work… you know him” and she rolled her eyes “he worries too much”
“After what happened with Tad…?” Jeff huffed getting closer to Jensen “I don’t blame my boy on that…” Jensen looked at him, how was Danneel’s husband his boy? Wasn’t Jensen his boy now?
“So... yeah, you just met my husband…” and looking from Jeff to Jensen “Jeff and Jay told me a little about you, and what is that we need to talk about…” and looking to Jeff “are you going to stay with us?” Jeff shook no
“Jen can answer your questions himself...” and Jensen smiled
***
Danni was asking about things like his favorite place to hide when he was a child, or what he liked to eat or what time he was supposed to go to bed, and if he loved his mom and dad.
All that was easy, she knew that Jensen had to be home schooled or he’d be registered in the potentially fertile database, and there was not a registry for any person or creature under the name of Jensen.
“..And your mom loved you?” asked Danni when they moved to the kitchen for something to eat
“Yes, she loved me very much, so much she left the big house for me”
“Why?” asked
“Because of Michael…” and took some bread
“And who’s Michael…” Jensen made a face like the name tasted badly
“I don’t know for sure” and smiling “I was a kid when I met him and I remember…” his gaze went blank and his whole body tensed “he used to look at me and make me blush…” and still holding the knife “I remember he came home a Sunday afternoon, I was watching cartoons…” and smiled “no, it was Drake and Josh I was watching Drake and Josh, and he came and said dad asked him to entertain me, so he started giving me money for stupid stuff like touching his nose or his ear… kissing his cheek or sucking his fingers ” and frowned “I was… I was on his lap and it hurt…” and Jensen was shaking “and he was saying I was good… he said… he said… Damn You Bastard!!” Jensen screamed “let him go” and sobbed “Dad was pissed, mom dragged me out, I didn’t mean to anger dad… I was just…” and kept crying “Mom said... Mom said I had to be good; I had to… and if Michael ever came back home… I should run away, go to one of the maids, or lock myself in any room where he can’t get in…” and letting go of the knife “Dad wasn’t angry… he said, Weatherly had almost 45% of our money and we had to deal with it…” Jensen sighed and looked down. “He said he was sorry, that it was his fault… I guess he was sorry for getting angry at me…” blinked a couple times, before turning to her “after that they were always sad and dad used to hug me all the time… ” Smiled “I saw Michael only once or twice for Christmas and 4th of July until I was taken to the doctor and they said I was omega.”
”did they explain you what is to be an omega?”
“Mom said it meant I was special and that I had to be even more careful, Dad said he’d talk to me, a man to man talk… but he never came back home…” and finished his sandwich “I don’t want to talk about that anymore…” Danneel understood.
“okay…” she said grabbing an apple “do you want to know why Gen and Jeff thought it’ll be easier for you to talk to me?” Jensen shook his head no “Because I’m fertile too…” said in a whisper as if others could hear them and Jensen looked at her and then to her tummy.
“Did you have a baby already?”
“Not yet, but I’m hoping I’ll have one soon…”
“It hurts…” he said “when you make the baby and when the baby comes out…” Jensen sat on the couch again
“I heard what happened to your baby…” Jensen left his food aside “I’m sorry for your loss”
“Thank you…” he said and rubbed his hands on his pants “its okay, I’m fine now… I…” and looking at her “If my baby lived I’d have called him John… like my dad” Bisou came running and asked for some of Jensen’s sandwich. “I just.. Don’t know… Wonder if Jeff would’ve liked the baby like me…” and turning to her “how do you know you love someone?” Danni looked at him for a minute more
“That depends… sometimes you just know…” Jensen nodded
“Because I had that baby with me for less than an hour… and I loved him… but mom hated hers”
“Your mom had a baby?”
“When we left the house, she was crying, and was sore, she never told me what happened; it is kinda weird I don’t really remember anything after I was given something… by Michael… I thought, now that dad wasn’t there he wouldn’t be angry at me for being friendly with him, right?” and scoffed “how stupid… I guess he kicked us out of the house, mom said I… she said it wasn’t safe and I should never tell anyone, no one my name, or what happened… never… ”
“How she got pregnant? Was she pregnant at the same time as you?” Jensen shrugged
“I have no idea, I didn’t know what was happening, she just got a belly at the same time I did, and... I thought that when she said I was special she was talking about that…” and looking away after giving most of his food to the dog “can we change subjects? Please?” Danni sat there desperate.
“Did you know that part of the law for us fertiles says we should not have to work at all except for making babies?” she looked at his face
“I don’t know much about law…”and turning to her “do you know what a fertiles state facility is? And why someone would not want me there?”
“I know, is a place where unmated fertiles are taken to be used for reproduction purposes only”
“Is it bad?” Danni smile
“Yes and no… you have to be there, you are impregnated, you give birth and everything starts all over again…” her tone surprised her “never mind I’m just… I don’t particularly like them but it’s my personal opinion, why?”
“The night they… Jeff and Jared found me… Jeff didn’t let them take me to one…” and scratching his neck “you think I could live with him forever?”
“Oh, Honey… that’s something you two have to deal with at some time in the near future…” and getting close to caress his arm “you’re a very brave young man and I’m sure we can work things out for you, what if we see each other twice a week for a start, huh? You can think of things you want to talk about and I’ll try to answer any question you could have… okay?” the smile, the small dimples and the sparks of light in her brown pretty eyes made him feel at home and Jensen smiled back
“Sure, I like talking to you, you and Gen are awesome!” and blushing “last night in bed I asked Jeff if he’d force me to see you if I didn’t like you... I was wrong, you’re amazing”
“In bed…?” she asked taken aback
“Yeah… I was too scared to ask him to let me sleep with him… but I only needed to push him a little and he just let me…” said proud of himself “is like sleeping with mom again, I’m not scared anymore, I don’t have nightmares and I know I’m safe with him, he said, he says nothing will ever happen to me if he’s around.” Danni sighed; things were more than a little twisted right now.
***
“I need you to tell me everything sweetie” said Jeff tired sitting on Priestley and Danni’s living room “I’m trying to help him… I swear”
“Jeff… he’s sharing your bed… are you sure you’re not…” Jeff got up “please…”
“I helped you two, I did, I hid things that weren’t supposed to be hid, you owe me girl, and you have no right to judge me.” Priestley got up as well
“Do you realize that kid was so sheltered he didn’t even know he was molested by his father associated?” Jeff mouth opened his face hard and pissed “he didn’t say it, but apparently his mom died in front of him.”
“Yes, that’s why I need any name he can tell you, so we can find his mom and whoever is alive of his family.”
Jeff left with the name engraved in his brain Michael Weatherly, that’s the name of the man who molested His Jensen.
***
It was almost February and Jensen was desperate to go out, after almost a month with Danni many things have changed, he even had a part of “the talk” with Danni, the part about the basics about males/females/omegas different bits.
That night, even if Danni asked him to stay on his bed he had to move to Jeff’s; in his dream Michael was ready to touch him every time he closed his eyes.
“Just tonight…” begged climbing on the bed
“Whatever you need babe” Jeff kissed his face unconsciously and hugged him closer, Jensen’s back warm against Jeff’s chest.
“Did I ever tell you… thank you for taking me in…” and caressed the arms around his chest
“Don’t mention it…” Jeff mumbled
“I was scared and hurt… and I had no idea” giggled “I still don’t have any idea of why most of the things happened to me…” and more serious “Danneel asked me if I wanted children, I don’t think so… not anymore… ” Jeff hugged him tighter
“Having kids is amazing, but you have to be sure, you need to have someone with you…”
“Why don’t you have a family? Once you told me she left… who left? Why they call you rejected? What does that means?” Jeff got quiet for a while
“If I tell you, you have to tell me something too….” Jensen nodded “I was married to a woman… we were together even before this... This madness about fertiles was a real issue…” he sighed and moved his arms from Jensen “we had two boys… but with the apocalypse virus the younger… Adam... died” Jensen held Jeff hands and wrapped them around himself murmuring he was sorry “Dean was a momma’s boy and Sam... He was like his mother… until I found her with another guy and she asked for a divorce…” Jensen gasped “then the whole fertiles thing exploded and instead of a divorce where I could have my sons custody… she claimed they weren’t my kids, that I was unable to impregnate a fertile, and I was rejected as alpha of a fertile who begets three males” Jensen felt something wet on his neck and rolled over to face him “since the kids were too fragile they took a sample of Adam and it wasn’t my DNA, he wasn’t my kid…” Jensen turned around and hugged Jeff
“I’m sorry…” Jeff chuckled
“There’s a stamp on my papers that states I’m a rejected alpha, a man who can’t have a wife and I’ll never be a dad…” Jensen kissed his cheek
“Don’t cry.. please, I’m sorry” another kiss “Please…” and then Jensen kissed him on the lips, making Jeff jump gasping, they looked into each other eyes, Jensen breathing hard and eyes wide open in surprise.
Jeff felt his lips electrified “Oh kid… ” Jensen was getting close for another kiss “no...” the door bell called and Jensen moved closer to him, Jeff got up and took his gun “wait here…” and moved out, the bell again.
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, MIchael Weatherly and a whole lot of others.
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
:::
part_1 Part_2 Part3
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“.. I’m telling you dear, he has no idea why he was pregnant, I’m not even sure he knows anything about sex…” Jeff was panicking on the phone talking to Gen, the woman was hiding in the kitchen while Jared’s cousin Tom was once more making his impression of a quite clumsy young superman, and she rolled her eyes and paid attention to Jeff
“I told you, I can’t be his psychologist, but Danni, let me tell you, she’s great, besides she’s writing a dissertation about fertiles, clearing myths and wives stories… I’m sure Danneel the right one for Jensen”
***
New Year’s Eve caught Jeff at work and Jensen and Gen were at the house with all the dogs, Jared’s and Bisou, there was a missing kid and the amber alert had everyone out on the streets.
By the time they got home Jeff was carrying a whole bunch of missing person’s reports.
The last few years were a mess; there was a reason why they called this plague “the apocalypse”. Among all the papers there was a couple that called his attention, those were reports of young male omegas, one dark haired, blue eyed, from the Hiddleston from New Mexico and the other was a kid, well, almost a kid, a 14 years old kid from Texas, he was missing with his mother, but there was no picture of the mother, the boy looked like Jensen All green eyes and pale skin, but Jen was at least 7 years older than that, right?
“Happy New year!” Chimed Jensen throwing confetti over his head the second the door opened and the kid started laughing and running around while Jeff turned to Gen
“Don’t look at me, your friend there? He gave him that thing…” and hugged both her friend and her husband
“I can’t believe he’s this happy…” Jared was laughing, Jensen came back and throwed confetti on him aswell “OH! so this is war ”and then they ran down the hall in a messy version of tag game.
“Did he ask anything else about his baby?” Asked Gen Jeff shook his head no “you think it was consensual?” Jeff turned to her
“I don’t know… but just the idea of a terrified Jensen alone giving birth when he had no idea what was happening, going on instinct only” and he shivered “with all that pain…” Jensen was coming back for more Ammo from the bag Genevieve had in hands, Jeff got up and holding his wrist pulled him into a hug startling him.
***
On January 3th Jensen appeared crying at the foot of Jeff’s bed and he was too tired and too scared to lose him after they found the body of the poor lost child a 15 years old fertile, the kid died frozen and yet they found a group of alphas raping the body, some of them waiting on a line at the door.
It was too much for Jeff so he just opened the bed and called Jensen in, the kid moved and held him close mussing a simple thank you and sighing before Bisou jumped at the bed aswell, Jeff slept in an awkward position all night, Jensen hogged the pillows and his girl growled when he moved his feet from under her, then when he was about to lose his patience Jensen started shaking and moaning, and sniffling, and startled opened his eyes to find Jeff’s on his
“I… I…” Jeff smiled
“Bad dream?” Jensen nodded “don’t worry you’re…” and the smile on the face of his kid broke his heart
“Safe with you… I know…” noticed he was using most of the pillows and moved to a side giving him more room, and re arranged Bisou who didn’t even woke up, the little traitor. After that Jeff had no more problems to sleep.
The next night and the next and the next Jensen just moved to his bed at random times in the middle of the night, considering the kid didn’t even knew how babies were made… Jeff thought it was very innocent, at least for Jensen, and he was not interested in males, right?
“yeah you’re not” answered his reflection while he was shaving “you just love the way his hair smells, even if it’s the same shampoo you use, and the way his hands feels warm and firm in yours, or the way those green eyes flicker in the night, and his lips when he smiles, or when he pouts… you’re just fucked man…” Jeff yanked the meds cabinet open out of principle and sighed
“Is it okay if I walk Bisou today?” asked Jensen with a smile looking from the door, Jeff turned startled
“You sure?” and Jensen nodded
“I haven’t seen any blood in days” beamed “and it lasted only 16 days…” Jeff looked at him “When Gen said the norm was 40, I swear… I freaked out…” Jeff smiled and his eyes like melted chocolate caressed the younger’s face
“I’m very happy for you” finished with the shaving “you can walk Bisou but don’t go too far, and if you notice anything weird, you come back and call me okay?” and both the dog and the kid left the bathroom.
The 25 minutes the kid was out were a life time for Jeff, what if he was taken from him? What if something happens? What if he finally understands Jensen wasn’t his?
***
Jensen was sitting on the couch, Genevieve asked him for a favor, to be brave and do things he usually wouldn’t do, that was the New Year’s resolution he made.
He finally had the courage to ask Jeff to allow him in his bed for fear of being alone, and he was sleeping with Jeff now.
He finally dared to go outside with Bisou when Jeff was working and he was okay, nothing happened and nobody was out there waiting to hurt him.
He finally walked Bisou himself, he went all the way around the block and things were getting better and better.
So when Jeff sat him down and asked if he would talk to a friend he had to say yes, even if deep inside he feared the friend was planning on taking him away.
He kinda knew it was a possibility, Mom said it after all, it could happen. People like us- she said- better hide or will end up in cages, even if golden ones. It didn’t made a lick of sense for Jensen but then; the doctor have said he’d be sent to a fertiles facility and Jeff and Jared fought to keep him with them, those places had to be bad.
The lady that came into the house surprised him a little, she was confident and secure, just by the way she carried herself, tall and lean, wearing regular jeans and a red top looked at him and smiled
“Jen, this is Danneel, Danni…” Genevieve introduced them to each other “Danni is a psychologist like me, and she wants to talk to you… as you agreed with Jeff…” Another man was behind them he was tall and his hair was green standing in a Mohawk and he had eye liner and a bunch of tats and Jensen stared at the man clear eyes, his mouth opened without thinking, Jensen got up and started walking backwards
“Danni?” said the man looking straight to the boy, Danneel got up and moved to him
“Jensen this is my husband Priestley…” and the man smiled offering his hand to Jensen
“You’re Jeff’s ...err, roommate? Nice to meet you ” Even if a t first he thought the guy looked menacing the second he smiled his opinion changed, Priestley’s eyes warmed up “ so..” turned to his wife “I’ll be home for dinner, take care” kissed her “and call me if you have any problem…” gave her something she hid in her pocket, a hand gun.
Jensen saw the gun and his eyes turned around looking for Jeff who was in the kitchen getting ready to leave for work “nice to meet you kid” said smiling and winking at him causing a blush that only amused him.
“Hey Danni…” said Jeff getting close “heard Priestley… sorry I missed him”
“Yeah, he’s had to go back to work… you know him” and she rolled her eyes “he worries too much”
“After what happened with Tad…?” Jeff huffed getting closer to Jensen “I don’t blame my boy on that…” Jensen looked at him, how was Danneel’s husband his boy? Wasn’t Jensen his boy now?
“So... yeah, you just met my husband…” and looking from Jeff to Jensen “Jeff and Jay told me a little about you, and what is that we need to talk about…” and looking to Jeff “are you going to stay with us?” Jeff shook no
“Jen can answer your questions himself...” and Jensen smiled
***
Danni was asking about things like his favorite place to hide when he was a child, or what he liked to eat or what time he was supposed to go to bed, and if he loved his mom and dad.
All that was easy, she knew that Jensen had to be home schooled or he’d be registered in the potentially fertile database, and there was not a registry for any person or creature under the name of Jensen.
“..And your mom loved you?” asked Danni when they moved to the kitchen for something to eat
“Yes, she loved me very much, so much she left the big house for me”
“Why?” asked
“Because of Michael…” and took some bread
“And who’s Michael…” Jensen made a face like the name tasted badly
“I don’t know for sure” and smiling “I was a kid when I met him and I remember…” his gaze went blank and his whole body tensed “he used to look at me and make me blush…” and still holding the knife “I remember he came home a Sunday afternoon, I was watching cartoons…” and smiled “no, it was Drake and Josh I was watching Drake and Josh, and he came and said dad asked him to entertain me, so he started giving me money for stupid stuff like touching his nose or his ear… kissing his cheek or sucking his fingers ” and frowned “I was… I was on his lap and it hurt…” and Jensen was shaking “and he was saying I was good… he said… he said… Damn You Bastard!!” Jensen screamed “let him go” and sobbed “Dad was pissed, mom dragged me out, I didn’t mean to anger dad… I was just…” and kept crying “Mom said... Mom said I had to be good; I had to… and if Michael ever came back home… I should run away, go to one of the maids, or lock myself in any room where he can’t get in…” and letting go of the knife “Dad wasn’t angry… he said, Weatherly had almost 45% of our money and we had to deal with it…” Jensen sighed and looked down. “He said he was sorry, that it was his fault… I guess he was sorry for getting angry at me…” blinked a couple times, before turning to her “after that they were always sad and dad used to hug me all the time… ” Smiled “I saw Michael only once or twice for Christmas and 4th of July until I was taken to the doctor and they said I was omega.”
”did they explain you what is to be an omega?”
“Mom said it meant I was special and that I had to be even more careful, Dad said he’d talk to me, a man to man talk… but he never came back home…” and finished his sandwich “I don’t want to talk about that anymore…” Danneel understood.
“okay…” she said grabbing an apple “do you want to know why Gen and Jeff thought it’ll be easier for you to talk to me?” Jensen shook his head no “Because I’m fertile too…” said in a whisper as if others could hear them and Jensen looked at her and then to her tummy.
“Did you have a baby already?”
“Not yet, but I’m hoping I’ll have one soon…”
“It hurts…” he said “when you make the baby and when the baby comes out…” Jensen sat on the couch again
“I heard what happened to your baby…” Jensen left his food aside “I’m sorry for your loss”
“Thank you…” he said and rubbed his hands on his pants “its okay, I’m fine now… I…” and looking at her “If my baby lived I’d have called him John… like my dad” Bisou came running and asked for some of Jensen’s sandwich. “I just.. Don’t know… Wonder if Jeff would’ve liked the baby like me…” and turning to her “how do you know you love someone?” Danni looked at him for a minute more
“That depends… sometimes you just know…” Jensen nodded
“Because I had that baby with me for less than an hour… and I loved him… but mom hated hers”
“Your mom had a baby?”
“When we left the house, she was crying, and was sore, she never told me what happened; it is kinda weird I don’t really remember anything after I was given something… by Michael… I thought, now that dad wasn’t there he wouldn’t be angry at me for being friendly with him, right?” and scoffed “how stupid… I guess he kicked us out of the house, mom said I… she said it wasn’t safe and I should never tell anyone, no one my name, or what happened… never… ”
“How she got pregnant? Was she pregnant at the same time as you?” Jensen shrugged
“I have no idea, I didn’t know what was happening, she just got a belly at the same time I did, and... I thought that when she said I was special she was talking about that…” and looking away after giving most of his food to the dog “can we change subjects? Please?” Danni sat there desperate.
“Did you know that part of the law for us fertiles says we should not have to work at all except for making babies?” she looked at his face
“I don’t know much about law…”and turning to her “do you know what a fertiles state facility is? And why someone would not want me there?”
“I know, is a place where unmated fertiles are taken to be used for reproduction purposes only”
“Is it bad?” Danni smile
“Yes and no… you have to be there, you are impregnated, you give birth and everything starts all over again…” her tone surprised her “never mind I’m just… I don’t particularly like them but it’s my personal opinion, why?”
“The night they… Jeff and Jared found me… Jeff didn’t let them take me to one…” and scratching his neck “you think I could live with him forever?”
“Oh, Honey… that’s something you two have to deal with at some time in the near future…” and getting close to caress his arm “you’re a very brave young man and I’m sure we can work things out for you, what if we see each other twice a week for a start, huh? You can think of things you want to talk about and I’ll try to answer any question you could have… okay?” the smile, the small dimples and the sparks of light in her brown pretty eyes made him feel at home and Jensen smiled back
“Sure, I like talking to you, you and Gen are awesome!” and blushing “last night in bed I asked Jeff if he’d force me to see you if I didn’t like you... I was wrong, you’re amazing”
“In bed…?” she asked taken aback
“Yeah… I was too scared to ask him to let me sleep with him… but I only needed to push him a little and he just let me…” said proud of himself “is like sleeping with mom again, I’m not scared anymore, I don’t have nightmares and I know I’m safe with him, he said, he says nothing will ever happen to me if he’s around.” Danni sighed; things were more than a little twisted right now.
***
“I need you to tell me everything sweetie” said Jeff tired sitting on Priestley and Danni’s living room “I’m trying to help him… I swear”
“Jeff… he’s sharing your bed… are you sure you’re not…” Jeff got up “please…”
“I helped you two, I did, I hid things that weren’t supposed to be hid, you owe me girl, and you have no right to judge me.” Priestley got up as well
“Do you realize that kid was so sheltered he didn’t even know he was molested by his father associated?” Jeff mouth opened his face hard and pissed “he didn’t say it, but apparently his mom died in front of him.”
“Yes, that’s why I need any name he can tell you, so we can find his mom and whoever is alive of his family.”
Jeff left with the name engraved in his brain Michael Weatherly, that’s the name of the man who molested His Jensen.
***
It was almost February and Jensen was desperate to go out, after almost a month with Danni many things have changed, he even had a part of “the talk” with Danni, the part about the basics about males/females/omegas different bits.
That night, even if Danni asked him to stay on his bed he had to move to Jeff’s; in his dream Michael was ready to touch him every time he closed his eyes.
“Just tonight…” begged climbing on the bed
“Whatever you need babe” Jeff kissed his face unconsciously and hugged him closer, Jensen’s back warm against Jeff’s chest.
“Did I ever tell you… thank you for taking me in…” and caressed the arms around his chest
“Don’t mention it…” Jeff mumbled
“I was scared and hurt… and I had no idea” giggled “I still don’t have any idea of why most of the things happened to me…” and more serious “Danneel asked me if I wanted children, I don’t think so… not anymore… ” Jeff hugged him tighter
“Having kids is amazing, but you have to be sure, you need to have someone with you…”
“Why don’t you have a family? Once you told me she left… who left? Why they call you rejected? What does that means?” Jeff got quiet for a while
“If I tell you, you have to tell me something too….” Jensen nodded “I was married to a woman… we were together even before this... This madness about fertiles was a real issue…” he sighed and moved his arms from Jensen “we had two boys… but with the apocalypse virus the younger… Adam... died” Jensen held Jeff hands and wrapped them around himself murmuring he was sorry “Dean was a momma’s boy and Sam... He was like his mother… until I found her with another guy and she asked for a divorce…” Jensen gasped “then the whole fertiles thing exploded and instead of a divorce where I could have my sons custody… she claimed they weren’t my kids, that I was unable to impregnate a fertile, and I was rejected as alpha of a fertile who begets three males” Jensen felt something wet on his neck and rolled over to face him “since the kids were too fragile they took a sample of Adam and it wasn’t my DNA, he wasn’t my kid…” Jensen turned around and hugged Jeff
“I’m sorry…” Jeff chuckled
“There’s a stamp on my papers that states I’m a rejected alpha, a man who can’t have a wife and I’ll never be a dad…” Jensen kissed his cheek
“Don’t cry.. please, I’m sorry” another kiss “Please…” and then Jensen kissed him on the lips, making Jeff jump gasping, they looked into each other eyes, Jensen breathing hard and eyes wide open in surprise.
Jeff felt his lips electrified “Oh kid… ” Jensen was getting close for another kiss “no...” the door bell called and Jensen moved closer to him, Jeff got up and took his gun “wait here…” and moved out, the bell again.