Rhetorical questions ( Read more... )

Well, Jenna's losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music, hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery and a new nose
Every calorie's a war

And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she'd never heard of cancer
She wished that God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful

I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
I remember all the ( Read more... )

Disquiet and desire. All the difference betweeen world and want - the difference between being an adult who counted the cost and a child who just got on it and went, for instance. All the world between. Yet not that much difference at all. Bedfellows, really. The way you felt when the rollercoaster car approached the top of the first steep grade, ( Read more... )

My results from an Otherkin quiz; original can be found here: www.helloquizzy.com/tests/what-is-your-otherkin-type-kintype-indicator-test

• You scored 0% on Human, higher than 2% of your peers.
• 85/100 You scored 65% on Demon, higher than 85% of your peers.
• 95/100 You scored 72% on Angel, higher than 95% of your peers.
• 37/100 You scored 31% on Polymorph, ( Read more... )

rip.tear.bleed
bite.claw.snarl
lust.perversion.indulgence
disease.death.decay

... you are the stain on my soul.
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I have the strangest muses, I swear.

I can't deny that part of me still wants him. Vile, vulgar, crude, arrogant, selfish, egotistical asshole that he is, capable of indulging the darkest, most disturbing fantasies tucked into my head. The ( Read more... )

Guess who's back... back again... XD

So, home again from Kentucky and a wonderful week-and-some spent with my best friend in the ENTIRE WORLD. Absolutely amazing time, and I can't help but miss him terribly.

Got off the bus Monday morning after that horrid trip down, and the first thing I was greeted with was the mother of all bear hugs from Bryan. I ( Read more... )

So, that was one hell of a trip ( Read more... )

So, this is shaping up to be a rather interesting 'weekend' for me. New limits pushed, new highs reached, and a new friendship tenatively hinting at something a little deeper thanks to a good many (very enjoyable) kisses...

Every weekend should be this awesome, seriously.

I have been having some fucked up dreams as of late.

A few nights ago was the first one - a man came out of the woodwork to profess his undying adoration and desire to be with me. Naturally, with the way my mental state has been as of late, my immediate reaction was less than promising; I was frightened and fled. Needless to say this didn't deter ( Read more... )

That asshole FUCK ( Read more... )