i'm getting confused as to how the same person who wrote "hungry for a holiday" is making songs like "souled out" and "slowly (oh so slowly)". it's heart breaking to me. which is lame. but bright eyes was my teenage years. i feel old.

i have the cutest boyfriend in the world.

i have the best kitty in the world.

i procrastinate more than anyone in the world.

i will be taking the hardest test in the world.

i suck at working out more than anyone else in the world.

i was thinking today about how perfect johnny is for me and how lucky i was to find someone so perfect. what did i do to deserve this? i don't know. all I know is I am very happy. and miss him too much.

seriously, am counting the days until I move.

i am in love. yes. yes i am. and i can't wait for the future.

i atleast thought my pueblo birthday would be fun. nope. drinking pabst at johnny's in the cold. my friends could truly care less.

college went too fast for me. i'm not 18 years old anymore. I'm not 15 anymore. i'm nearly 21 years old now. and I can't say that my disposition is much different. I can't make my own decisions. i never know what to do. I regret everything ( Read more... )

yesterday was great. i miss having friends sometimes. well really a lot of time. I can't wait until next year, especially if I get to move out of boulder. I could move anywhere. literally. I'd probably just more to denver. what would sarah do though. she'd be fucked. i'm imagining a cute apartment like trent's. with our kitties and no parties. well ( Read more... )

god I need a break from this house.
i don't know. i need a vacation. i know that.
at least i get to see johnny the whole break.

i am so mad. it's not even funny.