Not Enough Happy in the Pill

[syncopated_time]

Despite my meds (which give me a solid, normal emotional baseline) today is a day of black depression. It's a sobering sign of how bad things WERE when you consider that I feel this horrible with the meds. How black would I feel without them?

It's a shame, really. I feel as though my inability to feel anything but despair and venom is poisoning all

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[savannahdreamer]

well, reading this here makes me realize that yea PMDD? all you. I am glad you found lexapro and just imagine - 6 months ago , you would have no insight to how you were feeling, you would just be feeling.

this too shall pass.

*hugggggs*

[syncopated_time]

Yay hormone driven emotions! Way to rain on our day! :p

*snuggles you AND your icon* I'm sorry, I can't be sad when the adorable-est little horned beastie is sticking its tongue out at me!

[syncopated_time]

I cannot resist the allure of the sparkly anime period chick! I saved the other one too but I don't know if I'm brave enough to use it on my journal. ;)

Figures today's the day we have guests from India in the office and possibly people over at our place tonight. All I want to do is crawl in my comfy clothes and lay in bed and whimper! Grrr.

[syncopated_time]

*hugs back*

I have. And Paris. And a few other places in Europe. I was lucky enough to do one of those 21 day school tours in high school. We did all of western Europe except for Portugal/Spain. It was really beautiful. I'm hoping to make it back there, someday...

[syncopated_time]

Oh it's so worth it! Pictures don't so it justice. Someday I want to be able to spend a month or more touring over there and do more than just the touristy stuff. There's so much to absorb and it's so NOT like the US.