Comments | symmetrophobic: colour crimson in my eyes: II

symmetrophobic

colour crimson in my eyes: II

Aug 10, 2014 08:38

focus: youngjae-centric, ot7
rating: pg-13
warning: allusions to eating disorders, self harm
summary: because the only ones who can hurt your heart are those already close to it, right?

part I
( Youngjae's eighteen and living out his dreams when he realises he's never quite felt so miserable in his life. )

youngjae, got7, p: ot7, m: youngjae, length: twoshot

Comments 14

razi_a February 25 2015, 23:40:28 UTC

This was so good, I actually cried reading it :c It breaks my heart to think that this could actually happen to Youngjae. I had no idea there was a problem because I'm new to the fandom, but I've noticed he's not the most popular and I heard someone saying he says he skips dinner? Oh my god, kpop idols and their crazy diets :C Let's hope if never reaches this point. Thank you for sharing :}

adrieljunu April 28 2015, 20:28:56 UTC

I have to admit it was hard reading this fic. I actually went through all the self loathing and throwing up every meal because I felt fat. It took my friends and family to practically call me out on it and making me go see a counsellor for me to get over my self hate. I have to admit that I do still feel hatred of my body but it's something I'm working on. It's kinda scary how you got the hatred and feeling the need for approval all down. A fic that hit too close to home.

ireneoyechi September 1 2015, 01:09:09 UTC

THIS WAS NOT COOL OR GOOD FOR MY TINY FRAGILE HEART LIKE OH MY GOD YOUNGJAE YOU'RE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE DON'T EVEN TRY TO Do THIS TTOTT

THE FACT THAT IT'S SO REALISTIC RLY GETS TO ME THAT I LITERALLY STOPPED EVERYTHING I WAS DOING JUST SO I CAN FOCUS ON THIS AND MY HEARt IS NOT OKAY AS A RESULT

This was so beautifully written; I loved the way you wrote definition of words and continued it like that through out the story & I'm legit so happy everything turned out well ;A;

I could never bring myself to write something like this abt a member, much less Youngjae... I wouldn't be okay. Just reading it hurt so much so like... xD

Great work!!! ;A;

kikihoshigaki November 16 2015, 23:50:32 UTC

;;;;n;;;; i cried nonstop while reading this, it was so painful to read, but so good. thank you so much <3

darkbahsantos February 25 2016, 22:53:35 UTC

I swear to God, I'm so glad I found it. That was so good to read, thank you so much for writing this <3