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[sweetphaex]

I dont give a crap if its in a Twilight movie sound track and it sounds less like DC4Q and more like Interpol (Not a bad thing, I fucking love Interpol) "Meet me on the Equinox" is a fucking awesome somg (SHUT UP

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[birdielou]

Dude, make a come back. Leave the house every day. Go to cafe/park/museum and draw. Find low cost/cheap ass activities. Get independent again. If yr nan fusses, tell her that it's important to you that you feel independent and able to do things on your own. Just don't chuck it all in, cus yr feeling like crap about lack of independence. Don't get stuck in your head or in the internets.

My theory on relationships, although I think I might be mostly celibate/fond of own company is that people as a whole as awful, so even queer scenes are dodgy. Maybe looking at the mating market as looking for one special person and in the meantime meeting as many people as possible to be friends with will help?

[sweetphaex]

I've been doing that - even next week am going to aim to spend most of the time at deedee new crib for my sanity - you know, like an actual fax holiday :D

I havent seen a comp for nearly a month and dont have 100% control over mum's lappy (it being mums lappy) ergo I wont have the same NEED IT LIKE AIR relationship with it as my compy. Though I still "use" heavily despite it D: I need the internoodles to function.

I try that - not as much as I should but I still know that I cant deal very well with it - especially right now - ask me again in...... how ever the hell long it takes to not feel icky..... and then maybe.

[birdielou]

Yay, good fappy. xoxoxooxxoxoxox

[thefrilly]

old post i know, but i had a thought XD even though it may not be relevant anymore..
if you have built up that comfortable spot in life before, surely you can build it again? stronger, faster, and better!