Comments | sweetnovocaine7: love affair

sweetnovocaine7

love affair

Sep 25, 2007 15:50

sometimes, i dont believe in love.
i want to believe someone can set aside their selfishness and give themselves to you, completely.
i want to believe someone can look past all your flaws and still accept your weird, nerdy self, regardless of what everyone else says.
i want to believe someone can spend hours thinking about you and going practically ( Read more... )

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xpasserby September 25 2007, 20:23:00 UTC

you may already know this
and you may not

but i feel like i need to say it

he's too immature to provide this right now. 99% of 17 year old boys can't. or at least not for long periods of time without messing it up.
you need God right now.

sweetnovocaine7 September 25 2007, 20:39:26 UTC

i agree with everything you said:]

i know i need God and i do have Him.
itd just be nice to have more. of course. of course.

that was just more of me thinking out loud. processing things. i know what i cant have and i know i wont ever have it until God says its time.

its just stressful..

sweetnovocaine7 September 25 2007, 21:30:49 UTC

but i realize, he's doing everything he can. he's a sweetheart.

maybe its just me that has to settle down and stop having such high standards.

leavemym0malone September 25 2007, 21:49:24 UTC

i want to believe someone can set aside their selfishness and give themselves to you, completely.
i want to believe someone can look past all your flaws and still accept your weird, nerdy self, regardless of what everyone else says.
i want to believe someone can spend hours thinking about you and going practically insane at the thought of being with you, holding you, touching you, kissing you..

sometimes, i have hope in love.
i believe there is someone specially picked out by God for each of us.
i have hope in us.

Let me tell you a secret..
this exists. I feel I've come so close to experiencing it completely myself, but I know I haven't even scratched the surface. But what I have experienced is so amazing, just like you dream of when you're little ( ... )

xpasserby September 25 2007, 22:09:43 UTC

lynette put it perfectly.

leavemym0malone September 25 2007, 22:10:45 UTC

I am perfect... duh..

sweetnovocaine7 September 26 2007, 00:00:38 UTC

beautifully put my dear friend.

i have seen and heard of those lovely things, but i swear im just a hopeless romantic.

ive even experienced marvelous moments like that, its just..i feel like i should let go of my longings for perfection. lifes not perfect, nor is anyone anyways.

open my eyes, Lord: let me see.