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sweetlydzxo

wwhhoa

Jul 12, 2005 16:42

hey .. :-) yeah so this week mon-thurs i have v-ball camp 1-4pm. and (same week) i have work study tues-thurs 9am-noon. so i go to this camp and end up getting into the car after and starting to cry. you know how BAD i am at every friggen thing i try? i did this for one season but w/e these ppl are so good and i am not even medioker! but at least i ( Read more... )

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sweetlivi July 12 2005, 22:21:55 UTC

wow thats a great entry. "so screw my other friends" which because you said "i only have one" after it, you really meant it to say "screw you olivia". well you know, thats PEACHY :) thanks. i've heard what you've been saying, and it's not nice at all. you think i don't care about you well you got another thing coming! i went to the movies with them cause jenna invited me, and i never promised you i'd call you when i got back from tennessee, i never PROMISED. i probably should have but i didn't really feel like calling anyone, i'm sick of the phone. it's annoying, and it rings 24/7. well i guess you can say crap about me, cause you won't care anyways because you're going to a different highschool, and moving to another city. so go ahead and forget me if thats what you want. i know you want a BETTER BEST FRIEND anyways. thats... umm cool?

sweetlydzxo July 13 2005, 00:19:04 UTC

i know it was a great entry :-) oh and you're a great friend too. well i'm sorry but i am SICK of all this stupid drama... you have NO idea what i'm going thru right now so i suggest you just shut your mouth, ok? you really dont get how much you break my heart and i'm NOT kidding. so you were a good best friend.. so a while but then you just acted like you didnt care. you'd ask whats wrong...i'd tell you... you'd be like "oh that sucks" or whatever which really shows how much you DONT care. i'm SICK of all this crap .... y do you guys talk about me behind my back...? I DONT TALK ABOUT you!! if someone askes me something, i tell the truth.... and ok so they go and tell you every word i say? i really need to learn i cant trust anyone b/c they lie and they tell other people. you know how many times you've called me this summer...? hmmm lemme count... a pre schooler could! b/c you havent called me ONE time. and i ask if u can do something and you say you're busy which i understand but what REALLY ticks me off is those last-minute plans ( ... )

sweetlivi July 13 2005, 01:07:05 UTC

yeah so i "started it". umm yeah thats kind of a dumb thing to say. you never want to talk to me online, and no i haven't called you much recently. i used to in the beginning of the summer but you never answered. and you've asked me to hang out like once, maybe twice and i COULD NOT go. not because i didn't want to, because i COULDN'T. and yeah, for once i actually have other friends that i want to hang out with too. but i can't hang out with yall at the same time cause "sparks will fly". and 'best friends'... yeah obviously they don't last :) people never keep the same friends. gosh i thought you were different. i don't know what to say. there is NO old olivia. i haven't changed one bit. I HAVE NEVER CAME UP WITH LAST MINUTE PLANS TO GET OUT OF DOING SOMETHING >:o thanks, you don't know my family. they're not exactly like yours, or any other family that i know of. and when you tell me whats wrong, its alot. i say im sorry and whatnot because... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. would you like me to say "here. i'll fix your life for you" ( ... )

sweetlydzxo July 13 2005, 20:51:16 UTC

i DID trust you.. i DID believe you.... until u started telling shelbie u were busy when u werent and i thought u were doing the same thing to me...

and i signed off b/c my mom needed me to help her, ok?

i'm sorry i've changed soo much. this sounds soooo stupid writing this, i mean its just dumb! why r we fighting? i hate drama... i hate telling secrets that ppl find out about anyway. cant we just forget about this.. i mean theres no use fighting and everything i said was pretty much just my anger/jealousy speaking you kno?

..later

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jules_f July 12 2005, 23:06:21 UTC

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xoalmostperfetc July 13 2005, 01:37:39 UTC

did you meet emily aubry? shes awesome and she doesn't know anybody either..

sweetlydzxo July 13 2005, 20:52:33 UTC

yeah i think.. tall brunette? i'm pretty sure i kno who u're talking about. she IS awesome... shes like sooooo sweet! i totally sucked and she still would encourage me and stuff you know?

woahh xoalmostperfetc August 12 2005, 17:27:18 UTC

hey lydia its lauren i no i havent talked to u in awhile and i dont no wats goin on between you and olivia..but olivia i think ur goin alittle to far..i mean she said she's sorry she changed? so juz try to be friends again...call her or sumthing...i no your life is hard but so is hers, work together? omg i suck at giving advice too but i juz want you guyz to be friends again.............like the old days....