Sometimes I think I talk too much and that I annoy people. Right in the middle of a sentence I realize I need to stop but I just have to finish my point and then I regret it afterwards. Thanks a lot Dad. Oh well, at least I'll never be accused of being completely antisocial, just awkward at times ( Read more... )

Holy shit we're all so old. 'Nuff said. But... I am looking forward to being able to order wine with dinner or a beer with some nachos. Or have someone else do it for me, which will happen first.

P.S. Blackthorn is fan-freakin-tastic. One of these weeks Leah and I are going to go see them at O'Mara's. I miss her :(

This morning I thought "Julia is the only person I have ever been comfortable with." It's odd, bizarre even, that I thought that thought because our relationahip was/is marked completely by awkwardness. But perhaps that's what you earn--comfort--from growing up with a person; from being silly together, being confused together, making mistakes ( Read more... )

So I'm mostly moved into my new dorm room. I still have to bring more stuff from home this weekend and the floor is still dirty and the wiring is still messed up, but all is well. Oh, and I don't have my internet set up and my schedule isn't solidified, but that will all change soon. I met my roomie and she's a sweetheart. She's never there, but I ( Read more... )

If you just follow the car in front of you, you end up vomiting on someone else's lawn instead of your own (which is where you should really leave your own insides). Sometimes it takes you to a pretty house but it's not yours, so it doesn't matter anyways.

damn metaphors

There's nothing quite like feeling warm, full, and cared for on a blustery November night.

"All I know is I've gotta be where my heart says I oughta be
it often makes no sense, in fact I never understand these things I feel."

I've just found out that the RENT movie comes out on November 11th. Part of me is jumping for joy at the thought, but part of me came to a realization-- I won't have anyone to go see it with. I wouldn't force it upon mom because I can't do that so much anymore. I suppose I'll finally discover why Rachel liked going to the movies by herself so much ( Read more... )

Fall makes me anxious and neurotic and artsy all rolled into one. It just feels like everything is coming to a head and I have to deal with it after all.

"Every silver lining's got a touch of grey."
-Grateful Dead

I've been feeling this void lately-- a void of art, expression, writing, emotion, theatre, music, freedom, creativity and understanding ( Read more... )

Well, the summer is about halfway over and there's nothing good about that. I can't believe tomorrow is July! I guess it's kind of fitting that I would update today ( Read more... )